#missUnsimpleXxx.

2009-01-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.

2009-01-15T03:10:00.002+08:00

i'm lazy to blog ar...too tired le]]= blog when i'm off yea [[=
Tag replies:

johnson-someone did took the video..i think is irfan.he took it with mr toh's camcorder..

rB-then mine lei??dun feel like posting your name..LOL!!!!

saylee-haha!!!how you know??lol

liting-thanks a lot![[= miss ya!hugs~~

milkymoo- thanks a lot!

zim-thanks a lot[[=

jhao-hihi! thanks a lot[[=

helloboon-thanks kee ah heng![[= hahaha

hazel-linked ya too! yea[[= the class did well and i will try my best to organise the sakae that we are thinkin of yea[[=!! proud of you and 4S3!!!

weiqi-thanks uncle!you did well too!!!congrats!

caveman-haha..yea i still rmb you..you black black guy at the bbq pit..bb one??lol!thanks[[=

sheryl-thanks sheryl!!!!i gonna miss you for sure ]]=

nisa-thanks a lot..though i duno what's your result but i wish you the very best and do take care of yourself[[= bright future waiting ahead for you[[=

goodnites guys[[= *yawns*

2009-01-10T01:51:00.004+08:00

photos sharing again... :

the girls at vivo countdown party

peiting's nerd face.lol!

me and alton at our store...alton slackin!!!playing desmond's psp..

while alton is playing his psp,desmond is vacuum-in the store..lol!

me and lots of converse shoes~~

the mess i also make at my store..lol!

hmm..tml finally off again so can update blog..meetin gernette laopo at 8am tml for cca orientation...tml is the big day for my npcc kids!!!all the best to them!!!
been working almost everyday as the outlet i working at sometimes not enough people sometimes just nice people..heard from my supervisor that she wants to hire another part-timer..if you guys interested please go to any heritage hub outlet and ask the staff there..lol!

ate hor fun this afternoon and now i suddenly feel like eating it ]]= but nvm i go cook noodles later and eat..been workin for 2weeks+ and got to know a few people like desmond,dingjie,dingjie's gf,vivian,leelee,jane,frankie and michael..some quite close with them,some just see them say hi and bye only..but anyway they are a group of nice people..lol!

today i bought a new wallet and pouch!!!lalalalas..so happy [[= waiting for my pay to get people's gifts and the converse white trousers and purple everlast slip-on [[= wasting money again..spent my pay like splashing water..hais...save save save!!! X=

kk need to go sleep le..later tml late again]]= gernette will scold me one!!lols..

2009-01-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

finally got time to update le...haha!!been working and going out late..past few days saw a lot of people while working..example sherry,sheryl,matthias,jonathan,johnson,peiting,saylee,gernette,charyl,izyan,nisa,jingyi and some orchid park graduates which i'm not sure about their names ar...lol!

tml ah boy start sch le ]]= got lesser time to meet up le..some more tml need to work again...been bored about working life...hais...no work,no money,no chicken rice...LOL X=
btw i wanna thank johnsonBRO and jonathanBRO for buyin me donuts when i'm hungry during work..lol..

now waiting eagerly for my pay ]]= i want to buy new pants for new year and that purple coloured everlast slip on..i want to get a converse/everlast jacket too[[=

okay let's talk about christmas first bah..got a calvin klein's bag from sis,a dress and pyjames from sister-in-law,a musical ferris wheel from ahboy,a purple jacket from jingyi[[= spent my christmas with ahboy,gerald and andy...gerald promised he will quit smoking[[= andy says he will cut down and hopefully he keep his promise and finally quit it[[= jiayou!!!
ahboy already quitted le[[= love you!

went new year countdown with peiting and gernette at vivo city..went there and was really bored but after the 10seconds countdown,everything is so high le..LOL...then gernette's dad sent us home..peiting says she wants a christian name so me and gernette came up with quite a few but all very funny one...like piglin,fatlin and many many more..LOL..

reached yishun mrt and meet up with ahboy,went to his house as he wanted to bath first then we went to meet his basketball teammates and went to a guy name maurice's house..they played mahjong until morning then went home le..suppose to go for work at 12.30am but wasnt feeling well so told leelee that i'm not going lee..lol..tml still need to go work]]=

okay got to sleep now le..tml need to go meet ahboy[[= goodnight and i'll upload photos when i'm very free yea [[=

2008-12-25T16:23:00.004+08:00

hmm....time to blog again..one of my friend went japan and bought me some gifts..really love them a lot [[= thanks!

white choclate biscuit!this is really nice[[= i finish it like within a day X=...once you start eating,it's like an addiction...LOL

the wrapping and front view of this musical ferris wheel [=

it's really very beautiful and awesome [[= thanks once again...hahaha!

few days ago,went back school for cca and really miss the people[[=saw them and it's like they are still as close as we used to be [[= really love them a lot!!!!

our new opss npcc CIs!!! Matthias Goh & Clifford Tan

some shots again!!!lalalalalas [[[=

my niece with her santa hat!cute yea [[= hahahah!

ytd went work and after work meet wee sien for countdown at clark quay...went down to clark quay to meet his other friends and had fun [[= we played the snow spray can and i manage to spray 3 of them [[= but they all got me and i was carryin my friend's bag so the bag actually became my shield!lol!!!played and stayed at clark quay until 2plus then we took NR1 back to yishun..

went to some block and play poker there...drank martell too..and this time i vomitted...i tell you this..the feeling really sucks!lol..but when with friends,drink a bit can le[[= play and drank until 5plus 6 then i was already blur blur le..LOL so wee sien and his friends sent me home.bathed and sleep..slept at 6plus and woke up at 10plus...dumdass ]]=

my nephew was playing with his new musical toys and it's like so noisy that i couldnt continue to sleep..no choice i woke up ]]= watched tv and came online [[= suppose to meet up with jingyiBoyfriend but she hasn't call me]]= then suppose to meet up with karwee and calvin for movie and dinner at karwee aunt's house but calvin sprained his ankle and couldnt attend..so decided not to go as it will be very awkard..and i was also suppose to meet up with keeching they all for a bbq or buffet gathering but they haven decide...haha!

after ytd's countdown,today i'm very tired and very lazy to go out..let's see what can i do later...maybe jus rot at home like tommy[[= LOL!anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!and ya,tml gt to work again ]]= tired tired tired tired tired tired and still tired....

2008-12-20T21:30:00.012+08:00

ytd went out with laopo to singapore indoor stadium to watch FAHRENHEIT FANTASY CONCERT!!!oh my god!the concert is so awesome and i got to say that i always thought only aaron yan is handsome.but after the conert,all the four of them are gorgeous!hahah [[= photos sharing [[=

the stage

me n laopo

the pictures are all very unclear as i didnt have a camera.lol.the best thing is AARON YAN highlighted his fringe PURPLE!!!so awesome! [[=

they are so cool and the atmosphere there was really very high...

the yellow one with hoop is jiro,green ine is aaron,yellow coat with white cap is wuzhun and blue one is calvin..

i love aaron!!!!

when aaron was playing piano and singing ti-a-mo,it's just too perfect [[=

they were actually singing an encore[[=

i think the song they were singing was "i got my young"

their costumes and dancers were great too [[= i love them[[=

i wanna go for their next concert in singapore!miss them!

jiro[[=

FAHRENHEIT.

if i rmb correctly,this is wuzhun.LOL

AARON YAN YA LUN!!!!

the green one!![[= love him so much ar[[=

the ticket.vvip seat for $0 LOL!cool yea [[=

things found inside the goodie bag.wanted to find a bag that contain 47degree aaron...but very few have only...mostly is calvin de.. ]]=

aaron yan is so awesome!!!he's the second perfect guy [[= first is jj [[=

at the concert,we also saw quan yi feng as well as felicia chin[[= haha!!!the concert was great and now i'm saving money for yoga lin and jj upcoming concert!!!!love them lots [[= lol!

2008-12-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

went kbox on tuesday with laopo and we sang from 2plus to 6plus..we kept on singing and laughing..the room beside us blasted their music very loud and they kept on singing hokkien songs..so we laughed all the way...lol!then there's this guy who worked there kept on asking us to buy a plate of fruits..but we kept on rejecting him.LOL.the whole conversation very funny but very different to explain..

decorations at amk hub.

me and laopo. [[=

went home after kbox and meet friedn out at night to watch twilight at amk hub again..the movie really very nice!!!it rocks ar..i want to watch the new moon now but the movie will only be ready by the end of 2009 or start of 2010 ]]= thinking of getting the book version but you guys know i dont like to read storybook and oftenly give up half way..LOL

okay goin to have my dinner now [[= byebyes..
P.S. : btw if anyone got good-paying part time job or full time job to intro?pls contact me [[=

2008-12-15T11:54:00.002+08:00

hmm...finally got time to update le.haha!mummy went back on sunday afternoon le..miss her so much..she says she coming back on 23jan which is only a month away [[=!! mummy came back and we went for our shopping spree...and like usual,she spent hundreds of bucks on my clothes and shoes again ]]= sorry mummy...spent your money again...hahaha

i bought new ....[secrets X=], a purple dress!,a purple top,a pink top,a black bermudas[dont know how to spell...],black tank top,a whit-black checkered flats,a white flats and i dont rmb le.haha!but anyway i finished spending all my pay ]]]= all on family's christmas presents...bought a couple-tee for my brother and sister-in-law, a erniefor sis's boyfriend,a elmo and a strawberry body shop gift box collection for my sis,a floral body shop gift box collection for my ah ma,a stree relieved shower package for my mum,a sweater from mango for my mum,a toy robot that sings and move for my niece,a rescue team set for my nephew and finally a birthday gift for andre nanny but haven give him [[=

my ahma..lol!her face very cute right [[=

me and javier!

tried on this dress and really love it but mummy bought so many things le so thought of working and buy myself [[=

orchard's night scene

some street lamps..

mummy in action!

the dolls on the decorations actually move but different to see from here..

a closer look..

another closer one [=

went to highlight my hair together with peiting...i think our hair colour almost the same??as she dye her base to brown then highlight the colour which i think is golden brown..i dont really like it..ah ma says is i dont used to it..maybe going to dye back my original colour..lol!

today went town with calvin to buy the watch he wanted very much..there's actually a promotion of 15% discount on the watch which could have saved him 100bucks as the original cost of the watch is 750bucks.but the thing was the promotion only lasts until ytd!!!lol..so he got to pay the full sum of 750bucks!!!!so expensive lahs!but anyway he bought it..lol!

went to karwee's house after that..planned to play wii but in the end we watched red cliff...dont really understand the show as i dont play dynasty warrior and i dont read books like the three kingdoms...so i just watched quietly..some parts still quite funny..lol!!after the show,that two guys started playing maple again...i was bored so went to find kar wen and kar eng play..we three started folding origami..and i can say i really sucks at it..in the end,the two kids were teaching me how to fold ]]= LOL..went home after that..

took 169 back to yishun interchange and decide to walk home.so calvin accompanied until yishun cc there where he could take 812 home..walked back xin wang and called michael out..went toilet and chatted awhile..michael went back to work and we went home..

tml goin kbox with gernettelaopo!!!anyone interested please text me!!!cause i scare i ask one i forget to ask the other one ]]= you know i'm forgetful one..sorry people especially girlfriends and npcc mates!!!!

2008-12-11T01:49:00.010+08:00

posting of pictures again..haha!

this dark choclate with peanut is bought by my sis's boyfriend from dont know which country.he gave it to my sis as she loves dark chocolates...sis have not open it yet but i was so hungry that i just opened it and ate it..it's damn nice man!!!dark chocolate lovers will love it!!!

during working days...took lots of pictures at the very last few days...got nothing better to do...but had breakfast at Gloria's Jean Coffee almost everyday after getting pay.haha!i love their mocha series,smoothies,chillers and their food!

the cast!these people rocks!

view from esplanade.!

random shot.

family came to watch sesame street show!!!we took picture with the cast too [[[=

after show,sis's boyfriend treated us hotpot culture..haha!the kimchi soup is damn spicy but i love it!!!sounds contradicting yea?haha!!!!

last day of work and the man in black is ah boy!!!the sound operator....

security guards!the one on the left is yayi[sounds like dentist in mandarin]..and the other one i don know his name X= haha

the lady in purple is brook/broke/brod/brode/brok...i dont know how to spell it but it sounds something like broke..haha!she's really very friendly and we just love her so much!!!!

the loyal's chicken wings~~ lolS!went andre's bbq few days ago and had fun because got marcus lim entertainin us [[=

loyal playmate!hahah...marcus lim boon kai !!

random pictures....lalalalalalalalalalalas...

raphael shy ar?hahaha!

marucs lim doing stunts again..LOL

random shot...

marcus soh the vampire ....

andre nanny!!!!the star of the day!

my maid,tan kar wee,shy ar him...

marcus soh says the light behind him is his guardian angel...

marcus soh and andre together with marcus's guardian angel~~~

today went sakae with calvin and karwee...calvin was having a bad stomachache so he couldnt eat much and i ate a few plates then i was like.....erm....bloated..LOLonly left karwee kept on eatin..lol!

calvin lookin through my wallet???

calvin says this is his million worth smile..haha!

tan kar wee tryin to hide while laughin...

karwee's udon

that hungry dumbass plus fatass...

stare at who sia???LOL!

my new handphone strap!!!!LOL!!!

today is damn funny...we went novena to shop and eat sakae but wanted to watch movie so went back to bishan to watch...we watch the movie, The Bolt, and calvin was like : i scare i sleep during the movie...then karwee was like : what the hell!!!i cant believe i'm watchin this stupid show with you two lahs...haha!but overall the movie was nice and funny..

decided to have sakae as lunch and at first we didnt know bishan has sakae and we nearly wanted to travel back to novena..LOL..so went to have sakae and then SHOPPING!!!!but didnt really get to buy things that i really wanted...i bought two shirt that is on promotion that costs 20+ bucks in total which is quite cheap lohs.haha.then bought a flip-flop from mini-toons.wanted to get a purple one but doesnt have my size so decided to take my time to choose but calvin wasnt feeling well...so i just picked the brown one and paid for it..

also bought a handphone strap,one purple shoelace,one turtle-printed shoelace and three face masks..in the end, i gave all my face masks to my sis..i dont know why but i just knocked on her room and gave her...lol!!after shopping,calvin went home to get his dvd and i went to karwee's house..went there and watched tv until calvin came..then we watch big stan while calvin plays his maple...

we watched until karwee's bro and dad is back...finished watchin the show and had dinner with his dad..again,calvin ate a little rice and feel unwell again.LOL~ after dinner,watched meetDAVE and i was laughin lik hell and really love the show.haha...we finished the show at around midnight and uncle sent us home..

btw the day before ytd i went to karwee's house with calvin to play wii...but in the end calvin was playin maple while karwee and his bro teach me how to play wii..it's damn fun ar...haha!!!just swing the remote controller and everything is within your control!!!!the tennis and bowling rock!but the stupid basebal and boxing suck..LOL~~~okay gonna sleep soon as my mum is coming back in a few hours time!!!!!!!!!!!i miss her and i gonna see her like so soon ar!!![[[=byebye and goodnite..

2008-12-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

1.The person who tag you is
lihong....

2.Your relationship with her is
friend and sisters?haha!

3.Your five impression of her
funny.tall.blur.interesting.glassy?

4.The most memorable thing she said to you .
dont think so much le.haha!

5.The most memorable thing she has done for you.
listens to all my stupid stories?

6.If she is your lover, you will..
cant be..?haha

7.If he is your lover.The thing he has to improve on will be..
dont know?

8.If he becomes your enemy,you will..
i still dont know.haha

9.If he becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..
depends??

10.What is it you want to tell them?
tell who?

11.Your overall impression of her..
he's a guy...

12.How you think ppl around u will feel about you.
attitude?

13.The characters you love about yourself.
nth i suppose...

14.On the contrary,The characters you hate yourself are.
almost everything..haha

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
a nice,loving caucasian X=

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
you guys are the means that i lived for.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you
1)Jaslin 2)PANGJingyi 3)KHOOJingyi 4)Gernette 5)Saylee 6)Peiting 7)Lenice 8)Lihong 9)Wanting 10)Wanshing

18.Who is No.6 having relationship with ?
alton?zipeng?zhihao?haha!

19. Is No.9 female or male ?
female of course..

20. If No.7 & No.10 be together , will it be a good thing ?
i seriously doubt so..

21.What is No.2 studying about ?
i doubt she wants to study anything now..haha!

22.When was the last time you chat with No.3 ?
today [[=

23.What kind of music does No.8 like ?
no idea...haha

24.Does No.1 has siblings ?
yea.two sisters..

25.Will you WOO No.3 ?
she's already mine [[=

26.How about No.7 ?
she's my daughter [[=

27. Is No.4 single ?
yes.but no as she's attached to me [[=

28.What is the surname of No.5 ?
ANG

29.What is the hobby of No.10 ?
i suppose is playin her instrument...

30.Does No.5 and No.9 get along well ?
i'm not sure whether they know each other..

31.Where is No.2 studying at ?
Orchid park secondary but graduated.

32. Talk something about No.1 -->
she simply just rocks [[=

33.Have you tried developing feeling for No.8 ?
dont think so..was stucked in some situation..

34.Where does No .9 stay ?
khatib

35.Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ?
they are mine bestie and twinnie..not sure about them..

36.Does No.1 has pets ?
yes!

37.Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world?
yes why not [=

38.What is No.1o doing now ?
sleepin i guess...

today is my last day of work le ]]= miss the cast and crew so much and the times we had together...hopefully get to see them again soon [[= will upload the pictures soon yea gernette [[= haha!nites~~

2008-11-30T23:02:00.004+08:00

more photos on workie...hahaha!

tryin to take a natural look picture...but failed..haha!!!you know why...

cant stop laughin because of gernette laopo.LOL!!!!

takin pictures with pig again..my laopo dont know go where le..haha!!!

tryin to make the effect with confecty(dont know how to spell.LOL)but failed again..you know why...lol!

where's my confecty?? paper again???you know why...

Sesame street gang!!!

marina square balls in the air...

the gang again..

saw that handsome guy??LOL!!!do come down and take a look [[=

handsome guy againLOL...of course got pretty lady lahs...guys dont be disappointed[[=

gernette laopo and that barbie-looking girl [[= cute yea??

SESAME STREET SHOW AT MARINA SQUARE!!!

from now to 7dec excluding monday...

tues-thurs : 1pm and 7pm show

fri-sun : 1pm, 4pm and 7pm show

[[= do come down and take a look at cute,handsome,pretty and awesome characters here!!!see ya!!!

2008-11-28T00:15:00.008+08:00

gonna upload pictures about what's goin on for me these few days..[[= btw the prom night pictures are below this post.

girl girl eating my lollipop..

went to npcc 2008 annual camp and these are the kids..haha!

cute isn't it?

waiting patiently...

we really got nth to do..

Mr Ong Kong Ming.the camp coordinator

the kiddies!!!!

pictures of me n pt again ~~

me n maid went expo eat eat eat ##

all these pictures are taken by kw n andre...i tryin to solve that stupid cube which till now i couldn't... ]]]=

preparing to go for work..

taken at work place...nth to do???

emo kia...

nth to do again...lalalalalas~~~~~

pt in the house! X= i mean the toilet..

my work place!

that's my colleagues [[= elmo,bird,kristy

peiting the pig of sesame street!!!

this's emma

nth to do again...

we really very free...during our break...

on the way back home!!!

another break..we had lik 3-4hrs break during tues-thurs...and what we did was eat and play UNO!!!

our elmo baggie~~~

havin fun??haha!!

back to home!

peiting.me.emma.kristy.gernette

they are the singers of sesame street show!and they are really nice,lovely and friendly people to work with [[= the two of them look awesome and love them lots!!!!

okay.that's bradley!haha!he's really cute,humourous and friendly like kristy and emma.haha!

he's good-looking too [[[= LOL

UNO-ing....

peiting keep losing one...LOL

the two fat ass!LOL!!!

i really had fun working with this bunch of friends and people who i just got to know...they are really all good-looking,awesome and wonderful!!haha [[=

a great thank you to these people who made my work fun everyday!

kristy,emma,paul,john,bradley,boy,the australia lady who i dont know her name.haha!and not forgetting my group of friends!!!!!!i'll post my next post soon yea [[= take care and with loves~~~~

2008-11-24T21:26:00.022+08:00

Below are prom night pictures...these few days busy with work so didnt had the time to upload.haha [[=

on the way to prom..

nothing to do X=

peiting???

2a1.[me,chuwei,julien,kaiyong]

the girls

emmelline.peiting.khenyong.me.xinyi

HLmilk

mrKIMCHI

ahgirlANDme

damien.me.gordon

xinyi.huicheng.me

pearl.me

me.sheryl.jeannie.sherry

pawita.wenda

me.pawita

wenda.me

zaiyao.me.daniel

me.huiqin

me.lihongJIE

me.keechingBRO

me.huaizhiZHI

theBOYS.me

jinghan.alton.me.reuben

aixin.me

me.joanne

me.saylee

me.trina

me.sinyee

theGIRLS.me

karweeMAID.me

me.sinyee

yanqian.me

karwee.me.boyfriend.boon.calvin

calvinTHEcook

michaelboonlitat

boon.me.calvin

huilingCAUCASIANlover

jie.me.laopo

sophia.me

ku.me

table setting

daughterSWEETIE [=

me.kaiwen.clifford

me.calvin

me.girl's boy

javier the stickman.

laoda and stickman

my maid again LOL

GP and SP!!

twins~~

weiqiUNCLE

mrs magdelene wan!

mrs sharan rupesh!!

twinnie.laopo.me

altonFISH

jinghanMRIDIOT

nur.me.luqman

muhdNUR

2008-11-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

ytd wasn't feeling very well and i msg-ed gp to tell her...thought of meetin her out and have a good chat but i cant go out so stayed at home to rot..to my surprise,gp came all the way from her house to my house...she bought me a piece of fully-filled smilies stickers and a packet of mint chocolate for me [[= she also wrote a little piece of note for me [[= thanks a lot GP!!!!!you rocks!!!!!!!!!!

today actually meet girl out to go for jus's food fair but got up and not feeling very well..so cancelled last minute..sorry girl,last minute bomb you ]]= .. got up at 3plus today...meet up with kaiwen,zhengxiang,tecksiong and clifford to go buy things for bbq tml..actually should be goin with peiting and saylee but they not free..they got job interview...

meet at 4pm outside shengsiong but i and tecksiong met up first and we both were late..LOL!!as usual ar...when tecksiong and i reach shengsiong,the first two people i saw were peiting and saylee...LOL!!!kinda shocked ar..went over and question them why they were there...LOL!!!

in the end they gave me a piece of top from pepperplus and say its my belated birthday gift.haha!!!although it's very late ar, i really it and i really wanna thank you girls [[= THANKS PIGGIE AND TWINNIE!!!you two rocks!!!! [[=

after that,went to buy bbq things and went peiting's house to prepare the food..then called up mr toh to ask whether we can go back sch to have our dinner and he agreed...went to take away dinner and off to sch we go!!!!but it was a pity as all the campers went for their night walk so didnt get to see them..haha!tml will be npcc graduates bbq and 2008 annual camp campfire!!!!

i'm so excited!!!!wooOOoo!!!!haha!!!i goin tampines mall tml to see saylee's practical interview!!!!haha!!!all the best to her and peiting in getting their job!!!! [[= JIAYOUS!!!!okay i got to go sleep le..if not tml i cant wake up again..later peiting goin to scold me late in meeting her again...LOL!!!byebyes~~

2008-11-12T01:43:00.003+08:00

hmm..i shall update for the sake of a FRIEND ar..haha!everyone is so happy today as 'O' level is over!!!! but not for my class,haha..one more to go!!! jiayous 4S3!!!a lot of things happening these few days..got both good and bad things...good things are pictured down but something is wrong with my SD card and i cant upload the picture..i'll get it repair soon yea.haha

another very good thing is that all the bad things that have been happening for the past few days are all resolved except for one...this one is kind of a hard nut..ask him to change he dont want.then try to use committing suicide to earn sympathy and ya he got it from me but in the end i was being scolded as stupid...damn it man..hais...zhuo ren zhen nan ar.

got all my prom things le but still deciding whether to get a new dress a not...bought some and wear some old ones.dont want waste money mahs [[= haha.. after prom goin to rest for about a week and startin my work soon..but this job lasts for 2weeks only so got to start searching a new job very soon or maybe start looking now...anyone got recommendation?but i dont want too far de [[= haha!

okay let's talk about today bahs..ytd didnt sleep and studied all the way till morning so was real tired today...after paper,went to have breakfast with the girls, eric and wenda. after breakfast,went home straight and sleep like a log.haha!!woke up at around 3plus and played mahjong with friend until 7plus... [ o level haven finish i start playin le. X= ahaha! ]

frieds all went home and i went to yishun cc to help my ah ma apply passion card alone..the receptionist is a old uncle...the way he talks i really cannot understand so i just kept my mouth shut all the way.haha!!then he says i very rude never answer so i just nod my head each time he asks a qn..haha!then got two china ladies came and asked him about kickboxing sessions and they thought it was like thai-boxing and the uncle tried to explain to them it's not..when they left,the uncle starts complaining to me but as usual, i couldnt understand him so i just say ya..

finally finish applying the card,i went to look at the bronchus to look out for hiphop classes...then got one african man came and asked me where is the internet cafe,i told him but i'm not very sure so after he left i faster ran off X= . okay i admit i very bad and i'm sorry but hopefully i gave the correct directions..

went home and had dinner with ah ma then watched tv all the way...haha.a day flew like this..actually planned to study but ya...haha

do you know i'm still waiting?are you seein other girls?if so,let me know..i know i wont give up and let go so easy but at least give me a warning that you have someone esle in mind..i would feel better perhaps?days without you resally hurts ]]=

2008-11-08T02:18:00.002+08:00

hmm...tml is somebody's birthday le worx! haha!!!
tml a lot of people is coming my house to eat steamboat and celebrate HER birthday [[= haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANG JING YI AKA GP AKA CARROT!!!!
gonna see you in about 10hours time le.haha!!okay got to send some things to Mr Ong Kong Ming le.haha! btw all the best for sec3 NCOs squad in organisin this year annual camp! [[=
JIAYOUs!

2008-11-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

sometimes a person who always smile and laugh for the simplest thing on earth is not always alright..let me tell you a story of my friend:
i know of this girl who always act strong in front others...she hardly cry after that incident..i thought she was alright and everything was back to normal until one day...she broke down...
the first guy that came into her life was awesome..he treated her mother and her with lots of love until one day...that f.b appeared and ruin her life...later she found another guy who was really unique and decided to make him hers..she was real happy about having him but ended up to be like shit because of her own freaking attitude....she thought everything was over...here comes the third guy..living in her house like no one business and stepping her family's reputation like who cares...she's so pathetic and i really pity her...no one cares for her.no one talks to her.no one play with her.no one accompany her.no one knows how she feel.NO ONE WILL EVER MAKE HER HAPPY AGAIN IN HER TRUE SOUL AND HEART CAUSE EVEN SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO IS SHE IN THE TRUESELF..PATHETIC GIRL ]]=

2008-11-04T01:50:00.004+08:00

okay i goin to do the quiz i promised peiting and jolyn to do it very long time ago...haha!

1. The person who tag you is:
ChiaPeiTing . JolynTeyJieLin

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
bestie/squadmates/classmates . husbandnwife/junior

3. Your five impression of him/her:
pig/funny/mature/food/sleep . playful/funny/cute/nice/kids

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
being there for me when i needed someone . accompany when i'm bored

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
don't think so much,you still have me . dont worry i will acompany you

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Oh My God!Unbelieveable

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
dont sleep so much . mature a bit

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
i dont think the day will come.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
since the day won't come, there isn't any reason

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
always be there for them.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
awesome . incredible

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
crazy?noisy!haha

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
funny?crazy?out-going?

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:
very easily get jealous..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
him.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
You guys are great and fun-loving group of people to have as friends!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
(1) Justin Ang
(2) Ang Say Lee
(3) Jasling Pang
(4) Khoo Jing Yi
(5) Pang Jing Yi
(6) Fayyad
(7) Kee Boon Kiang
(8) Choo Guan Hao
(9) Chan Hui Qin
(10) Edwin Tan Zhao Yang
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
Grace Anna.

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
unless they are gays...

22. What is no. 2 studying about?
school subjects?benson?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
not long ago..

24. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i'm not very sure..

25. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yes.

26. Will you woo no. 3?
if i'm a guy yes.

27. How about no. 7?
i have someone in mind le.

28. Is no. 4 single?
no, she's attached to me.. [=

29. What is the surname of no. 5?
Pang?

30.What's the hobby of no.10?
sing?dance?rap?

Pictures:

the little ant..haha!

coussy took a pic of me..

then it was javier's turn

see!i'm hardworking okay!LOL! for that day only...

jas took pic of eric as she got nth to do..

another one

bored..

javier and his costume!cute isnt him?

this i the cutest of all!!!

this one also!!!LOL!

she's goin to be a gorgeous when she grows up [[=

went to causeway point today to get JJ'S LASTEST ALBUM @LU@ !!!!!
jas,eric,jing[both],wenda,shuwen and suqi acompanied me!LOL!one person buy album so many people accompany.LOL!

He's so cute!!!haha!must support him!!!!all go buy his album [[= haha!!!!only costs $16.95 [[=
LOL!

2008-11-03T23:17:00.019+08:00

haha.. the long examination is going to end soon [[= very soon!below are pictures taken on graduation day[[=

random pictures...

i'll miss the class and the girls ]]=

4yrs friendship is made of iron right?

the girls and joshua not happy about iz takin his pic LOL!

iz tryin out the cam..

friends of life [[[=

emmelline's and mine scroll...gernette laopo [[= she's always the one who pull me up from the well [[= thanks girl !

my boyfriend!know her for a very short period but we never gonna set apart [[= laopo and ainul!my first batch of cadets [[= she's really awesome!

the bandie girls!knew them and it's hard to forgt them [[= lihong jie and eric..JASLIN PANG LEE MUN!!!!i'll never gonna forgt you!!!! hahaha!!!

my nanny!he really take cares of me a lot [[= see my face in the next pic, you know how i feel..... LOL!

my bestie!they always cheer me up in class and give me solutions to all my problems!they rocks!
the 2@1s[[= knew them for 4yrs and they are always the joker[positive meaning] of my life [[=

Mrs Rupesh!she's really incredible!because of her, my english grade jumped from F9 to C6 [[= love her!!!! sinyee and yanqian! thanks for being there and cheerin me up maoless!!!

my another twin! we born on the same year,same month and same date! [[= ronald macdonald!haha!although we quarrelled many times but i wont forgt you de [=

the one that i slept with during sec1 orientation camp!she's really nice and i'm gonna put her name inside my heart for life [= daniel the joker!haha [[= thanks for all the jokes!

suqi and daniel! [= me and best of the bestie!!!!knew her for almost 8yrs and it's really my honour and pleasure to get to know her [[=

fayyad, the one who always encourage me and cheer me up [= thanks buddy! rasul,although i dont know you well but it's really nice to know you [[= stay forever with xj!she's really nice [=

keeching,my kuku number3 bro [[= haha!jiejie loves you LOL! yongjun,my senior.thanks for all the teaching and caring for me and my squad!you're really awesome!

first and second shot..haha!see his face like not happy like that! ]]= hahaha!

jianwee and muhd nur.hhaa!the two funny frappe-er and luqman the nerdy look

prince vernon[i duno spel correct a not.]haha! e and calvin..my height .....

bingsoon.my height again.....he bent down a lot..haha!marcus.i dont know him well but it's nice knowing him too [=

michael.all the best for everything [[= jaslin and miss anne.i'm still not ready??haha!

my twinnie for 4yrs!!!!!she rocks!!!! tecksiong.my son and he's really filial!haha!

PANGJINGYI,GP.haha!rmb our promises and deals?dun forgt them yea [[= weijie.knew him since pri6..he's really nice [[=

my darling!must stay in contact yea! Mr Saktun! he's really pro in teaching physic and real "good" in joking with my class..haha!

Mr Daniel Chua!the funny teacher who sings really well!!!

Mdm lim!thanks for everything and the encouraging words[[= Mr Toh Wee Teck!!!i got a lot to say about him.haha!he's really nice to us and always put us in good care..under him,i learn a lot of things and human nature..he knows me well and knows what is the best for me..although i might be stubborn for not listening to him in a way or so..but i will always remember him and his teachings!i'll miss you dearly and npcc too ]]]=

Mr Tan Paul Long!he's the best PE teacher i ever had and he's really too awesome and incredible to describe.haha!i find him one of the most handsome teacher in school X= haha!
sherry!!!she's a real sweetie and i'll will never forgt her[[=

sheryl wee!!!she's a cutie pie and i love her a lot [[= with her around,there's always no silence..haha!!!but i really love her presence..the three of us making stupid faces!!!haha!they are a real sweet and cute buddies to have [[=

PEITING!although we always call her pig,she's actually not pig ar [[= she's really mature and it's my pleasure to know her and work uder her in npcc [[=
Mrs Magdelene Wan, another awesome teacher!despite our quietness and rebel actions,she gave us all her care and concerns.we sadden her many times but she forgave us everytime..such a wonderful teacher yea [[=

couple for life!and peiting behind! [[=
hazel aka zhumeii!rmb zhuyi will always be here for you and dun ever frgt me yea [[=

this is how i look when i'm buck-toothed... the three of us acting like.....i dunno what ar..haha!!!

jinghan, Mr Idiot !thanks for being there whenever i'm bored..haha!

matthias [[= he always listen to my stupid stories!hahaha LOL! the three of us with thaat shirt autographed by many [[=

npcc alliance¬¬¬ i never gonna forgt the memories we had during these 4 yrs [[=

Ms LO!!!!haha!she's such a pretty yea [[=

peiting and gernette. my best buddy of all[[= he's always there to listen to my sorrows and clear my tears away...it's been my pleasure to know him and i'll never forgt him [[= may you and natasha last for eternity!

wenda, uncle tou hway[hokkien for beancurd]
wanshing!!!!she rocks!!!!i love her so much and i love to hug her the most!

taking a proper nic pic with qianling is not easy [[= haha!!!

i gonna miss them all]]]= never gonna forget you guys and those i hadn't got a chance to take pic with !!!!!

2008-10-25T16:40:00.002+08:00

long time since i last posted again..haha.
had my graduation ceremony last friday and it was awesome..took lots of pictures but didnt have time to upload...maybe after o [[=
officially, mother tongue,english and amaths is over...emaths is half way as well as combined science..
ytd had double maths paper and emaths was alright but amaths...hais...i think i screwed up le...after amaths paper i kept on complaining to my bestie shuwen..haha..i pity her now for wasting so much time listening and comforting me..haha!
but anyway,it's over ... the next upcoming paper is history..my favourite subject but the most diffcult paper to score... ]]= hais...nvm just 7 more papers to go!!!! 20 more days to end of o and 25 more days to prom!!!! must look on the bright side now.haha! jiayoujiayou!!!

ALL the best to everyone taking o [[= !!!!

2008-10-12T22:51:00.009+08:00

have not been updating recently..haha...shall let pictures to explain my life for the past few days.. [=

went to jingyi's house for overnight study and they took my pic while i was asleep...

went to wanting's bbq birthday and saw this caucasian and we took a pic with him...but i was so.....but i know huiling must be very happy that night [[=

at the side of the pool

two pigs sharing one small seat....haha!!!

me and yongkai!!! isnt him cute?

the carrot nerd!!!

while i was sleep-walking....they took my pic again....hahaha!!!!

laopo sleepin!!!!hahaha!!!

cheesy-O-cheese ££

this is real yummy!!!!

CARROT NO. 1

CARROT NO. 2

this drink is gernette's favourite but it's also mine and jingyi's ....hates!!

the three carrots sisters!!hahaha!!!!

hardworking group of people..haha!

where am i???hahah secret £.£

fringe-less GP!!!! [glutton pig]

nice and tidy!

OH MY GOD!!!

our supper [[= hahaha!!!! a bit exaggerated...a bit only ar [[= hahaha!

see that GP face!!!!! eat and eat and eat!

carrots!!!!!actually i dun like carrots X.X

the loiters....

see yongjie's face. LOL

me and suqi hiding in the toilet...hahaha!

presenting to you ---- GP and SP...

statue of sleeping pig....not sleeping beauty. LOL

got to go mug now [[= byebyes!!!!

2008-10-07T17:50:00.002+08:00

life is back to normal [[= .. you're right, i got no authority to control over you. i'm sorry ]= time to get serious i guess? ... 'O' level is coming real soon and it's goin to be over very very soon [[= no more interfering others' lives and get down to work!! [[= all the best !

2008-09-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

long time since i last posted...haha...busy with prelims and now lazy to online...have been visiting jingyi's house everyday...enjoy it as her mum and bro is really really NICE!! [[= ytd went to jingyi' house to stay overnight..FIRST TIME!!!!! my granny allow me to stay overnight outside [[= haha!! thanked GOD and Granny! finished my things and waited for jingyi to finish hers so we could sleep together...but in the end i fall asleep and her bro came home..her bro went to her room and suddenly shouted YO..i was asleep and woke up in moment of shock..then her bro saw me and said sorry and faster went out..haha!!!in the end,i went back to sleep..haha!!woke out the next morning and went to causeway point to have pizzahut as breakfast...something real funny happened and the two of us were laughing like ..... hahaha!!!! for more info,pls refer to jingyi's blog.haha!okay shall stop here...need to do eng plan ans study for amaths mock exam le...haha[[= jingyi must be doin hw now... [[= jiayou!!!!see you guys around tml if we are in the same school [=

~~i miss you dearly and i really love you and i really want you ]]=~~

2008-09-13T00:06:00.008+08:00

have not been updating for a week or so...hmm...lots of things happened between this period and is too much to be written down in words...picture speaks a thousand words[[=

siling drew this for me as my birthday gift!! [[=

yi mian funny's expression

our surprise for boyfriend's birthday

went to tampines mall with girlfriends - our stupid faces

back to normal~lalalas

saw campus superstar at tampines mall [[=

went to pool at yishun safra after dinner - while walking pass the yishun reservoir

after study,went for dinner at chongpang...picture took without kkc's notice

competing with jinghan for who's the first to take other's photo...

kkc and rB

alton and zaiyao

went to kbox with gernette and alan...

alan and me

acting cute X=

took picture while laopo singing..haha

alan singing~~~hahaha!!!

room 26...

the cutest thing i ever gave to a male friend as a birthday gift.haha!

little bro with the uncle style of sitting at coffeeshop

where is he looking???

me with laopo's sunglasses...i look like an total idiot..haha!

went to play badminton and while tryin to save a ball...in the end,i slipped and fell..my knee's skin was peeled off and my blood kept flowing....haha!!!gernette and the rest wanted to stop my blood flowing by using pressure but i kept screaming and hide my knee from them...very painful]]]= hahah!!

my dried injury

went to study and had a break at sembawang's mac...took pic with litte bro [[=
this was taken when we have not "warmed up" haha!

this was taken when we had "warmed up" hahaha!!!

our leggies..i'm wearing alton's yellow flip-flop while reuben is wearing my converse sneakers and alton is weawring reuben's havanna sandals...haha!the white one is jinghan's and black one is gernette's

reuben and alton tryin to act as a couple kissing in a mrt train.haha!!!

mum is back in singapore~~~ [[= she will be goin back to china this sunday ]]]=

went to civic centre today to collect medical report...hahaha!!after that,went back to yishun to play badminton with friends...

went to watch 12lotus with family...storyline a bit weird...haha!!!my nephew acting cool...haha

this one is even more cool...haha!!!

my birthday cheese cake from girlfriends~~~!!!

cheese cake together with my birthday present! [[=

thanks a lot for everything girlfriends!!!it might be kind of too late to thank you all but really i want to say i appreciate the surprise!!!

love girlfriends!!!!

PRELIMS:
physic and chemistry paper were manageable..
practical paper = fail for sure... i identity the wrong salt and ion...took the wrong measurement....
ss paper-very lucky!!!i memorized globalization and it came up [[=
maths paper2 was manageable too
amaths paper2 was manageable but 14marks already gone as i couldnt solve it...in the end,i found out my method was correct but i did not continue to solve...hais...

left with biology paper 1 and 2 as well as combined science paper1...hopefully everything will be fine...will be updating only after prelims bah...off to youtube-ing ...

2008-09-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

went to kbox today with gernette and alan...each person only costs about 14plus..quite affordable[[= sang lots of songs and we keep making fun of the songs and we even tried singing songs that is chosen by the people in the room that was opposite us..they were singing malay songs and we could see their tv screen so we tried singing but failed terribly..hahah!!!

the package that we were havin was the student package and we could have a free finger food,a free snack and a free drink....we chose different kind of food and snack and while one is singing,the oter two were busy eating X= haha!due to the drinks that we order were free flow,that alan kept asking the person to refill and we keep telling him drink slowly...he will reply"free de mahs..just drink lahs.haha!!"

so we drank quite a few cups of coke and sprite...sang for about 3-4 hours and went off..gernette went home for tuition,alan went northpoint to meet his friend and i went to look for my friends too...they were studying at burger king and i went over and started muggin for like....15mins the most??hahah i went to funland and played...they followedX= bad influence]]= haha saw boon there[boon kiang] and keep disturbin him while he was tryin to concentrate on his game.haha!

boon asked me why i'm not studyin so i told him...then why are you here???hahah!!!played until gernette finished her tuition and we went off for dinner...had nasi lemak as dinner...the location is somewhere near chambers there...haha!!!after dinner,had beancurd again!!!hahaha!!in love with the chilled beancurd...it's really really nice!

while havin beancurd,we had lots of fun chatting all lame stuffs..i laughed so loudly and i couldnt stop....keeching was laughing like i dont know how to explain..haha!!!alton says the door already closed why you two still here...[ghost festival]he said we two ran too slow got to wait until next year then can go back le...haha!!!we then switch topic to cartoons like ninja turtles,powerpuff girls,power rangers and captain planet??/hahaha

went home after that...there goes my day...tml goin study for chem..finally got mood to study le but by tml i doubt will have any mood left.hahaha!!!no food = no motivation = no mood = no life = no study = failure....hahaha!!!!szeli's theory..hahah!!!

below is a mail sent by guanhao..very interesting..so i want to show you guys:

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2008-09-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

today went to school for ss and bio remedial..after remedial,waited for jingyi to go for study session..saw her and went to her house first cause she got to get something..her mum is really cute!!!!she rocks man!!!hahaha..went back to school to find wen rong in the end he asked us to look for another girl to get the things that jingyi needed..

we couldn't find that girl so went to burger king at northpoint to study..before that,we went to the foodcourt to have lunch and jingyi received a call...she need to go back to school to get her things so we went back to school again after our lunch..haha!!reached school and we went to collect some thingss from the printing stall auntie..told her a lie and jingyi felt very guilty so we went back and apologize..her auntie is so nice to forgive us and help us even more[[= she rocks too! [[=

after that,went back to burger king to start on our study..study for about 4hours today...had a few chit-chat sessions in between..haha!!then i feel like watching 4bia again after describing the story to jingyi.hahaha!!!watched wall-e ytd and it was not so bad too..haha!!!took bus home at about 7..

tml might be goin study with jingyi again but depends on what time im waking.haha!!thursday goin out study with bro...friday??haha not sure...been goin out almost everyday...kind of tire..i wish sch starts earlier...i want to go to school everyday..i want to ......[secret*]

-it isn't the same anymore.. i don't know why..the feeling is so weird..am i able to perserve on?it's so difficult when i'm alone...sittin at a corner where no one see but i just hope you would notice me one day...it's gettin nearer and more scarier..i hope i can go into the same course and school as you but i doubt so...i'm waiting...waiting for i dont know whay ]]]= it isnt the same anymore]]]]]]]= -

2008-09-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

ytd watch "they kissed again" until 7plus in the morning but still couldn't finish watching it..hais..slept for until 11plus wake p to prepare and went out to meet others.

today supposingly is goin for the airshow or the SAF open house...but due to wet weather,we cancelled the outing and changed to a movie...called shuyi out for the movie as actually wanted to meet her at night to watch4bia with kar wee...however,kar wee says he only free from 10plus then i cant go out until so late so decided not to meet him le...watched 4bia with darling,laopo,jinghan and rB..

while quenein up,we realised that the movie is NC16 and the two guys are both underaged.. X= so they went toilet while me and laopo bought the tickets..at first they asked for all our IC but we told them our parents meeting us later...X= so sinful..i lied..]]= sorry but we got no choice Xx= ...another funny thing is we asked for 6tickets and paid only 50bucks then the person asked for another 10bucks we were like...???what happen???cause all of us had paid so we started to recal and found out there's only the five of us..haha..we paid the person 60 bucks and when the tickets are out,me and gernette went .....but the person was nice enough to help us get rid of of the ticket and refund us back money..haha

the show starts at 5pm at causeway and we bought our tickets at 2plus...hahaha..went timezone while waiting for darling's arrival[sounds so formal X= hahaha]played quite a few games and when darling reached,we played a game called balls something and it's actually a family but me,gernette and jh played it while darling and rB watched us...it's really very fun.haha!enjoyed it very much [[=

after all the games,we went to have long john silver...crapped there and went shopping around...went into metro and the presence of toys lured me off from them...funny thing is my phone and everything was inside laopo's bag and they couldn't find me...haha!!!finally,darling and laopo found me.hahaha..went for our movie then...

we watched 4bia and this is the first movie that makes me screamed like....it's a really nice show for people who like horror/thriller movie...haha...while watching the scarier parts,i turned to m right and wanted to hug darling but saw her hugging together with gernette.haha!!!so i turned to my left and started screaming into jh's ears...some more i pulled his sleeve until...i dont know how to describe..haha but i didnt tore it.. [[=

after the show, went to buy groceries and went gernette's house to cook!!shuyi draling went to meet son then...haha[[= really had fun today [[=goin to watch my videos again[[=

2008-08-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

lol...i'm here to blog again..haha!
today went out with darling and son..went to tampines mall to collect son's sim card..
after that,went to shop around tampines mall and saw a mini concert with campus superstars they.saw shawn tok and some others superstars...but all of them are from capus superstar two..so no chane to see renfred ]]= renfred rocks!!!haha..went to buy ice cream from swensen and it tastes so yucky..darling and i bought mint-flavoured ice cream but the ice cream tastes powdery and the cone is like anytime goin to crack...in the end,we used tissue paper to hold the ice cream.haha!!!son ate macflurry from mac which seems nicer than ours..]]]=

went to meet zongquan later on for dinner..had dinner at 900plus ther..they had duck and chicken rice..me???too full to have anything.haha!after dinner,we went to safra for pool and while crossing road to get to the reservoir before crossing another road to safra,a stupid car speed from dont know where.then i pulled darling back to the pathway quickly...luckily nothing happen [[=

walked home after that...while walking home,the four of us walked on the pathway together and it was kinda squeezy and i kept on falling..then a uncle was running pass us,i nearly fall again and that uncle laughed at me...then we kept on acting his laughters...haha!!!so evil us..we walked home and sang songs on the reached home and started watchin "they kissed again"..it's really a nice show [[= if only reality is the same as the show then i would love to be xiangqin for the rest of my life...from this show,i learned that there's no stupid people in this world but only innocent people [[= the show is really nice.do catch it from scv or youtube[[=way.haha!!damn fun ar[[=

okay thats my day [[= tml will be goin out to watch airshow in the afternoon and meeting darling for movie[[= will be watching fourbia...X= hopefully i survive {= hha!

suddenly feel like saying some words..haha:
this morning woke up and thought of you...i cried all over again..everyday in the past,a morning and night message of yours make me feel so blessed but now...every morning is like a torture to me..expecting your msg but i know i'm deceiving myself...lookin at you from a corner is a blessing but the expressions you gave me really make me feel like hiding in a corner to cry...i really miss you a lot...miss those hugs,cares and concerns...i really dont know what i can do to make you mine again.but all i want to say is i really love you.

2008-08-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

today was a interesting day for me.haha!went out with shuwen and reuben to buy present for our friend's birthday...we bought something real interesting and it's like....hahahahahahaha..i dont want to say it,haha!!!!after getting the present,we went to shop around and was thinking what to wear for prom night[that's like so early??]hahaha..we got nothing to do mahs..[[=

we shop till the basement and saw the ntuc fairprice..suddenly,i told the two of them..
me:why dont we buy something and cook to eat???
they said :you sure the food you cooked is edible???
me:of course[[= i know how to cook one.just throw all the food into the wok then fry can le X=
they:anything lohs..

so we bought a packet of nuggets,a packet of goyza[i dont know how to spell,it's kind of dumpling],a packet of fresh vegetable and two cans of cambell soup..went to one of our house and cook our dinner..i started frying nuggets but looks very funny...but actually it's really nice[[=!!! X= i fried a few pieces then shu wen continues t0 fry the rest...i went to fry eggs[[= haha!!it look a bit burnt but actually very nice [[=!!!! hahaa! after that,shuwen cooked the vegetables while reuben fry the goyza..all of us didnt really know how to cook vegetables so we just anyhow add the seasoning...it turned out to look like soup but actually tasted nice[[= !!!!

after all the cooking,shuwen started to cook the cambell soup while reuben cleans up..me???LOL..i was walking around the house and i found that frumpy eating our food!!!!OMG!!!frumpy is a dog and it ate our food]]]= haha!!!

but it was an interesting experience i had with cooking other than steamboat,maggie mee and the normal usual easy-cooked food [= that's all for today..haha

prelims:
english paper was a killer...hahaha!!!hopefully i will pass as a miracle.haha!!
history was a manageable paper but i could finish the paper as usual..haha!!!
e-maths paper was a idiotic paper because i couldnt do that stupid triangle question which turns out to be easy after cynthia and some other friends explaination..haha!!
a-maths paper today was still alright but not very sureabout my workings...overall,everything was okay except english.haha

got to go watch tv le [[=!!! tml will be a fun day!!!!acres day dance is interesting~~~~!!!! [[[= XXX=

2008-08-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

today went out to study with suqi and jingyi[band]..in the end,we went to woodlands library to study..went there and sit for i think around half an hour and all of us feel hungry.haha!!so jingyi memorised one sentence,i memorised one word and suqi memorised one letter.haha!

went to causeway point to have pizza hut.spent about 40dollars in total..haha!after our lunch,we were deciding where to go as we were very full and dont feel like studying.haha!so we flipped a coin to decided our fate.. think we took around 15mins to do so.as we keep on getting the head side which say we are to go back and study..but we actually dont feel like studying so we kept on trying our luck.haha!!we laugh a lot and chatted a lot too [[=

before flipping the coin or i should say before turning the coin because we dont know how to flip.haha!we asked for our bill and we got it..we placed the money there while we continue playing our game..haha!!in the end,no one came to collect our money.we think that because we are laughing too loudly and kind of crazy so the waitess there wouldnt dare to come near us.haha!!

so we decided to go home then..went out of the causeway point and jingyi says whether is it better for us to go back and study until 6 then go home.suqi and i said anything.so we played black and white odd this time.haha!!!jingyi represents shopping,suqi represents go back to study while i represent go home and sleep.haha!!!in the end,jingyi didnt know we were playing black and white odd.she thought we were playing scissors paper stone.haha!!!

at first,we thought she was playing with us and then we found out she didnt know how to play the game!!haha!!!suqi and i laughed like two insane people outside the causeway point.haha!!!finally,jingyi got the game correctly and suqi won..jingyi find it unfair,so we played another round and i won.haha!!but actually she just want to go shopping.haha!!!we took train back home then..

on the way back,jingyi and suqi suggest that we try study a bit longer so we get down the train at sembawang...we went to the library in sunplaza..however,when we get into the library,we went to the children's section and start reading those funny storybooks..haha!!we were playing and joking throughout and finally we decided to enjoy ourselves until 6 then we go home and study.haha!!!

we played around in the library for awhile and went to the this fashion and start looking at prom night costumes.LOL!!!a bit too early right??haha X= but we went there and start commenting on the costumes!!!hahahahahaha!!!

after that,we went to the fairprice to look for melon-flavoured vitasoy.but we couldnt find so we start exploring the food there.haha!!!we were like a group of crazes walking around and joking around [[= haha!btw we saw janice too [[=haha!!

think of jingyi,i just feel like laughing now.haha!!!we took train back at around 6.suqi and i start scaring jingyi about the "why aren't you sleeping??" XX= hahaha!!!but i think the two of them must be studyin now.me?haha!!!i'm going to do so now.haha!!!byebyeS~~~

2008-08-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

ytd went study with a group of friends at burger king..saw kianmeng mummy and saylee's hubby.study from 7plus to 9plus..then went to old sembawang road, i think somewhere near chongpang.went there to have beancurd! [[= haha. had a bowl of cold beancurd,dough fristers and egg tart..but in the end,i couldnt finish all.haha!

reached home at about 11plus then watched tv until 12plus..online msn and chat with friends..in the end,played viwawa with my classmates.haha!i won the first game then lost to them throughout the whole game session..during the game session,my laptop kind of lagged and keep on dc from the game.haha..i not i cant win one de lohs.haha!

we played until 2plus..at around 1plus,while waiting for me turn,i fall asleep..X= that's why i lost to them.haha!!that idiot alton still say my viwawa doll the hair looked like shit.]]= then jinghan says my viwawa doll look like an auntie.what the @^#$

i will play more after 'O' then save money to buy nicer clothes and hair for the doll de.haha!!so i slept at about 2plus.woke up by kaiwen's msg at 11plus.he was asking me about history but i was too tired to reply so i went back to sleep.sorry auntie killer X=

sleep till 1plus then wake up and watch tv..started doing hw at 3 until 5plus..then started watching tv again and using laptop now..going back o study later in the night i guess..hais...3more days to prelims.]]= goin to start studying le..hopefully i can pass my english this time [=

2more months to 'O' level.. jiayou everyone!!!
jingyi[friend]:concentrate on studying yea!!!!jiayou in.. [[=
shuwen:dun bother over it[= friends are to give and take [[= i'm sure everything will get better and alright de [[=
friend:i know you know i'm referring to you.i always bully you and never really compliment you..but i really wanna say you have been a great friend to me in my entire secondary school life.without you,maybe i would be dead by now[you know what i'm referring to]thanks a lot friend!

all the best to you for your prelims and 'O' level [[=i still love you prince.i'm waiting for you[=dont worry and take your time [=

2008-08-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

prelims is coming nxt week but i still have not started on my revision ]]= been feeling very exhausted in class but when sch ends,i feel very energetic...i dont know why but something must be wrong with me..haha.today post shall be in a huge paragraph as i'm lazy to separate into different paragraph and highlighting the paragraph with different colours..haha.this weird feeling has been within me recently..i dont feel your presence/should i say i dont feel the group of people's presence anymore...they are around me but i just dont feel them.they arent the same anymore/should i say i arent the person they used to know anymore..maybe i have changed.life is just as unsimple as i thought perhaps.i can see that you are enjoying your life and life been great for you...i think your most miserable days are those with me?life hasnt been recovering for me.i dont know why but i really miss you maybe i'm just useles...on my birthday,i even hope that you would msg me but everything turn out the other way..in the end i showed attitude to them..i'm sorry but i'm trying my best..but the only thing i'm glad is that i'm numbed by all these..they always ask me am i alright,i would tell them frankly i'm used to it?but i trust that you are studying now and not doing other thing...during these 2months and 21days,i learnt what trust is and believe..all i need is perserverance[[= jiayou!!

2008-08-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

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donovan's class squadmate_thanks for your comment.i changed back le [[= btw you are?
bless_in the end,we still played together but you still lose to me.hais.. haha!
nanny_lol!okayokay.try [[= i very slow one.haha
sueanne.belle_relinked you two le [=
wanting_yoSsss love ya!
benny_thanks [=
jing_thanks boyfriend! loves~
TheSlacker_haha.thanks[[= no need present de!btw which slacker are you?haha
kkc_haha..people say my last blogskin is difficult to navigate so i changed back to my old blogskin le [[=
sayLEE_thanks twinnie!no need present.but i think you bought le. X=
daniel_thanks a lot dan [[= it's never too late [= all the best to you for everything too!
captain_thanks pig!!!piggie rocks too!
jing_haha...lazy to online mahs..now online le[[= haha loves~

okay,it has been a long time since i last posted..haha.i was lazy to online and my house connection was having some problems...now,only my sis's laptop can access to the connection properly.so i'm using her laptop now.haha!lots of things happened the past few days...but i think i'm going to touch on my birthday,haha!!!

on my birthday,received lots of greetings and gifts.thanks to all for everything[[= the next day of my birthday which is thursday,boyfriend came to meet me and i felt that something must be wrong..however,she told me because she didnt accompany me to celebrate my birthday,so she want to compensate me by sending me to school on thursday...

meet boyfriend uner my block and she said she want to buy some things so accompanied her..then walked pass the block beside my house,i saw a big poster and a cheesecake on the table...was very shocked and touched [[= so,they help me took some pictures and sang me song[[= thanks a lot girlfriends!!!you girls rocks!

went to school afterwards..when school ended,peiting and emmelline went away very quickly..so i was kind of puzzled..later,jinghan came asking me where i was going.so i told him i was going to the canteen for lunch and he asked me to go to npcc room.i kept asking him why but he said someone asked him to do so...so i agreed.emmelline appeared and asked me to accompany her to the toilet...afterward,siling told me saylee is in the npcc room and she got something to ask me.i went in and the girls started singing song for me with a blackforest-flavoured cake.thanks peiting,saylee,emmelline and siling!!!you girls rocks too[[=

okay thats about it [[= haha..and lastly i need to thanks mr toh and xiangting jie for accompanying me on my actual birthday [[=

today,i had my english 'O' level oral..totally disastrous for me..hais..for the passage,the word championship,i read it as competition.. X= it was such a stupid mistake but after listening to peiting's nagging,i;m contented that i at least have something to talk about [[= thanks kongming and shuwen for motivating too! [= peiting is also included.haha!

during pe lesson,had a combined pe with 4a2,3a3 and one sec1 class.enjoyed it very much and i love the dance!!haha...it's so funny but interesting to learn..tml is my next pe lesson,it's going to fun again!!!lookin forward to it.haha.i shall start crapping.haha

saw you lookin at my direction but at the person in front of me...am i so invisible?walking pass me and treating me like i'm not even a stranger..i'm just a pillar to you perhaps...life isnt as wonderful as i wish it was...can we get back together?i doubt it even more now...

2008-08-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

today went to sch with shuwen and reuben...went to meet up with jing,leen,shuyi and mel while shuwen went to meet up with vel.jas didnt go to sch and hence,didnt met up with her]]=went to sch with a red shirt and school skirt..looked kind of weird but nvm ar..haha.before the concert,we had some speechs or skit[duno how to spell X=]..then mr chua gave me a few stacks of biology notes and asked me to pass it around..i was like..luckily there's huiqin and charyl to help me out.thanks girls![[=

we arranged all the notes into sets and i went down the row to pass it to the biology students..in the end got scolded by ms kaur..hais...she says that it is not the time to give out the things now but i was like dont give out now then when?like my class would be so free to stay back and collect the notes...hais.

went up to the hall for some performance and went to sit with boyfriend and darling..ms kaur called out for boyfriend askin her to finish her punishment and it was like all the papers are in her classroom...so i acc her back.she climbed into class through the windows and was caught by that major tan..so unlucky ]]= he asked us to stay back and see him but boyfriend got to go see ms kaur and i completely forget about it. X=

so after everything ends,went to have lunch with gernette,jinghan.weiqi and alton at northpoint..after that we went home to change for our movie later on..gernette and weiqi didnt want to go home so they came to my house..we reached my house and i got changed then went to northpoint to meet up with the rest..

went to watch movie with gernette,jinghan,reuben,matthias and saimun...weiqi went home before our movie..we watched journey to the center of the earth..we went to bishan junction 8 but there were too many people there so we went to ang mo kio hub and watch..

after movie,we walked around and some of them went home while me,reuben and jinghan went to gernette's house and play monopoly~~~!haha!we watch olympics at her house and went to have beancurd as supper after that...went home then...

a joke to share:
while gernette is heatin up the pizza for use,jinghan and reuben walked into her kitchen.they were looking at those magnets on gernette's refrigerater.there's a logo of the refrigerater's brand on the refrigerater..in the end, jinghan tried to pluck it out and asked this question"what's this ar?"the whole kitchen was then filled with laughters..haha!!!!

we went home at around 11plus and the two guys are gentlemen enough to acc me home..while walking to my block,jinghan tapped on my shoulders and point to the floor...i screamed and ran around...he was pointing at a cockroach that is approaching me...reuben got shocked by my screaming as he thought i saw those "dirty" things.haha!!!

you walked away when i needed you the most...i cried behind the scene and only gernette knows why...maybe i need to reflect upon myself to find out what had happen between our friendship...]]]= i'm sorry girl..

it's all fated.in such a situation,i still could see you..but i'm blessed with God's love.thanks God for your presence and giving me the opportunity to see his back from this distance.May YOU bless him with all your love [[=

2008-08-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

today went sch with shuwen and reuben...took cab there as we were lazy to take bus and it was kind of late le..the whole trip we were makin fun of reuben about him merging with the walls,seats,chairs and even parade square..haha!!

lessons as usual but today is kind of a happy day?dont know why today suddenly has the mood to study..haha!!!after school,went lunch with jh,zx,alton,zw,iz,matthias and kw.pt,emmelline and sl were there too..they went buy their drinks and said that they will go look for me...but in the end...hais ]]=

went for the NE quiz after that.it's a game whereby you answer questions to get money in return and use the money to build building..haha!!in the end i got $410 500...LOL!!!haha..not ar..next time can be business woman le.haha~

went out with a friend after the quiz.get to know more about this friend [[= i learnt a lot of things from this friend..like being optimistic and tolerant[[= this friend rocks!!! see you soon!!!~~ [[=

went to meet ah ma at northpoint to buy the red shirt for friday...i do not have any plain red shirt so no choice went to bought one..my ah ma bought one white shirt with me too [[= both printed with SINGAPORE on it.haha[[=

reached home and was kind of bothered by some things...to the people that i were messaging just now...HINT:two ladies [[=
hey girls..dont be like this can??can we get back to how we were like???it's easy to know each other but hard to get along together and be called as friends..lets treausre one another yea???i love you two!!!Stay happy girls~~ [[=

your presence makes a different.

2008-08-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

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wanshing_hey you cuckoo honeydew!!haha...i'm not stupid!wahaha..<333
bless_dots....where our mahjong session???haha!!!must let you see my power~~wahaha
jing_i love you too boyfriend!!! <333
lenice_i linked you le [[= yea i miss you~~ <333
rB_you sure you never bully before??haha
meiyin n jolyn_i done the quiz le [[= i think the previous few posts.[[= lazy to do again.wahaha
daniel_relinked you le [=
wanting_what auntie hairstyle!!!!haha~~~ <333

today is a hot day.haha!!but luckily we manage to go to the AVA room for our history lesson to cool down.haha!after school went to buy biscuits and went home with gernette...hmms...nothing really happen..kind of bored..been rotting/already rotten at home.haha!count down to Singapore National Day~~woohoos!!!!friday will be a nice short schooling day for me [[= haha.lame...i got nothing to say.haha!

your new hairstyle is nice[=

2008-08-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

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jing_haha!!too bad you didnt write copyrightted so i copied it [[=
jas_i love you a lot too!!!!!ONG SZE LI LOVE JASLIN PANG LEE MUN!!!!
rB_haha!!of course i'm not..[[=still eat ar you!!faster go home study for test ar friend!i appreciate you too [[=

today went out to have breakfast with family...ate steak again..haha!!!i ate before steak for three times.first time is iz cut some of his to let me try..really addicted to it..[[= second time i ate steak with peiting and jinghan..i eat half way and was lazy to cut the steak to smaller pieces and jinghan helped me[[= thanks buddy!third time i ate steak is today with my sis,ah ma and sis's boyfriend....i told sis this
me:sis,the steak very difficult to cut into smaller pieces ]]= *show her a stupid face[[=*
sis:okay i help you cut then [[=
me:sis you are such a nice person!! @.@ haha X=

went angmokio to see some show flats..i find the flat very small but very nicely decorated...a 5-room flat,201 sq m, costs about 689 000dollars...it's more expensive than my current flat and the space also smaller a lot..haha!!but situated in angmokio that's why so expensive.haha!

went home and watch tv after that..sis went wash car with boyfriend..i was enjoying slacking at my living room sofa like an idiot...i occupied the whole sofa then ah ma got no space to sit so she went to sleep in the room.haha!sis called me
sis: hey girl, you want to have swensen earthquake?
me:huh!?go so far to have ice cream??? *my house is very near northpoint X=*
sis:i suddenly got the craving mahs.so asked you want to go anot??got mint flavour one *cheeky voice*
me:can you take-a-away for me??
sis:if you dun want to go then i dun wan to go also le.i buy ice cream from esso petrol station then [[=
me:huh...okay lohs... ]]=
so i didnt get to eat my mint flavour ice cream again...]]= hais...

goin off to study for tml's maths test...hais...test again]]]= now kind of nervous for 'O' level MT result also...hais...all the best to all those who taken the 'O' level MT during june[[=

finally saw you online[[= if you need a life,i'm willing to give you mine..i swear [=

2008-08-02T14:42:00.005+08:00

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jas_i love you too JASLIN PANG LEE MUN!!! <33
sayLEE_lol!we are finally free~~but not quite use to it.haha!
jing_me not emo lahs boyfriend [[=
rB_hey you!!i'm not whiner okay!!you cheer up too yea [[= friends are forever!a call away*rmb yea[= *
wanting_thanks watermelon[[= btw i'm not two dots~!!love you too <33
wanshing_thanks honeydew[[= i'm alright!haha [[= loves~~ <33
bless_yea lohs.make you blind le then cant win my money le [[= wahaha!
xiangting_blind le better!haha.then when you hit me,you will miss for sure! [[=
Gen_i will you guys for sure too!cheer up yea [[=
lenice_thanks a lot girl~ loves... <33
jing_hopefully bahs boyfriend..but i promise i wont --- and i will keep up my promise de [[= i love you too <33
alan_did your quiz le[[= it's the previous post.

Not feeling pretty well these few days due to i don't know what...maybe because of the yucky weather..i wanna apologise to my classmates for showing my unhappiness and anger again]]= sorry guys.i cant really control my temper these few days due to weather i suppose..lots of apologies to honglim ]]= he wanted to play with me by snatchin my twisties but i just scold him right in his face..really sorry about it...]]=

i went to boyfriend's house a week ago i think..i were feeling very down cause i couldn't help someone that i'm really close with..seein her down makes me feel really upset and guilty over i dont know what..]]= but i must apologise to boyfriend from waking her up from her beauty sleep..took pictures at her house and i grabbed some from her friendster.haha

thanks for being there for me,boyfriend <33
i also want to thanks jas,mel,shuyi,leen and npcc mates<33

adorable her[[=

kisses for you

lol X= i look like a buck-toothed girl.haha

twist for world peace?

Girlfriend <33>

bored inside sis's car

she's mine missMUSCLE!!she's the first person to bought me a phone for my birthday this year[[= too early i suppose?hahashe also bought me a new internet modemn!i love her so much!!!sis you rocks~~

isn't she adorable?

me and watermelon [[=

qianling the dot and me!haha

another pic taken when i'm bored..

pic taken when goin an interview with peiting at temasek poly..peiting is waiting nervously for her result now.X= haha..TP is a beautiful poly but very far from my house.haha!!

took in the toilet at tampines mall

that's jinghan in the lift at TP..we were goin to take lift to the second florr to buy ice cream while waiting for peiting to finish her interview...the ice cream is really very nice!!haha.but oreo macflurry stil the best.haha!

pic taken while waitin for band members..edited by darling[[=

last wednesday was the handing over ceremony...really glad that we had stepped down but really upset to leave npcc...i miss my squadmates and juniors!!!especially my sec2 squad..been with them for one year...it's hard to let go at times]]= they are always my act cute squad!!!and i'm always there act cute mam!!!haha[[= i love you guys!!!i miss you all for sure[[= !!!
during the prize award ceremony...they got me this little cute turtle hand made by the sec3 NCOs..[[= thanks a lot~!!

btw unsimple is not = it complicated.it's different okay!!!

outstanding contribution award goes to........SSGT ONG SZE LI!!!
wahahah X= didnt expect Mr Toh would create such award[[= haha!!thanks Toh Wee WEE!!!!haha!!after npcc,gave each and everyone of my sec2 sqaud a small gift and a hug[[= they sang me a cheer requested by me..haha!!i'm really touched and i cried...haha!sorry boyfriend i broke my promise..]]= but the situation different [[=thanks girls for the hugs[[= and thanks fateha and ainul for the kisses!i appreciate it a lot!!

rmb how i look like when i'm with my specs?

weird and funny..but i like the nerdiness within it [[=

my dearest joey!!!love her [[=

i will never forget you.you're still the one i love the most.

2008-08-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

Requested by Alan Pea:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-I will be very disappointed but forgive him if he explain everything out.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-Everyone around me to be happy.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
-Simple will do.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
-Frequently.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
-Able to cheer me up.

#6. Which is more blessed?Loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Loving someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-Eternally.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-Pray that he lasts with her.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-Almost everything.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
-Depends.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Working?

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-Family,Girlfriends,Friends,God-family.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
-Funny?

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
-Depends.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
-Stretch my body.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-Yes.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-It wouldn't happen.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
-Friendly,happy-go-lucky.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
-If i dislike that person.i wouldn't be friend with him/her.

2008-07-28T18:12:00.002+08:00

what the hell is going through me now???i dont even know myself...i told myself i have given up on you...but whenever i looked at you,my heart just get fonder about you..maybe you dont even care but i really still love you very much...i wish we could get back...seeing you hurts me now...i finally understand the meaning of "so near yet so far" ... do you know how much i wish to hug you when i saw you???you never..looking at you just give me a feeling that you dont give a damn to me...i really really miss you.i really really want you to mine..you said promises are meant to be kept..our three years promise?our banana pancake with cheese?our son?our memories?our love?have you forgotten all????i always thought that God is not on my side until He send you here..but in the end...i make you my everything and i lost EVERYTHING now...it has been one month twenty-eight days since you left...although we only had one month three weeks and three days together,it meant everything to me....I WANT MY MR BANANA PANCAKE WITH CHEESE BACK!!!!!! ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]=

sorry guys if i had show attitude to you all...i'm really sorry...

2008-07-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

long time no post le..
ytd was racial harmony day.although my class did not win the NCC.but i'm really glad that my whole class made the effort to wear their traiditional costumes..[[= took class photo but not sure where the pictures went..haha..ytd while walking into the hall,i was actually very nervous..i kept talking to nur and we were like walking faster and faster and faster.haha..it was a great experience with him and also an opportunity to know more about this guy.haha.

i think he was even more nervous than me as when he get nervous,he gets really hilarious in a way.haha.we became kind of good friends at the back stage.it was very hot and stuffy there,so we took turns to fan for each other..thanks buddy!btw he wasn't wearin his spec because i ekpt tellin him he look nicer without spec.haha!in the end, i'm not sure whether he could see anything anot..

after the RHD celebration,normal lesson as usual..i was very tired but couldnt get a good sleep position due to the costumes...hais..but today i had a good one.haha!today went home with jingyiBOYFRIEND today [[= love her lots..haha..tml havin biology coursework and maths test...as well as english oral....hopefully i dont stumble this time...]]=

i'm really veryt tire!!!!really really really tire....to you know how much i wish i could hug you at the moment when i saw you???i want to hug you like how i used to....it's been one month 22days without you...it hurts...you said i dont need you but do you really know how much i needed you from the beginning till now???i told myself to give up..but i doubt i could...too deep for me to climb up anymore...i need you so much...if there's a way to retrieve everything...i will try my very best....]]]]]= imissyou.iloveyou.ineedyou.iwantyou. ]]]]=

2008-07-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

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nick_thanks a lot [=
yenling_love you too girl!thanks [=
wanting_haha.maybe my blog is good at attracting spammers?haha
jas_thanks darling[[= i love you too girl!!! [[= <33
daniel_thanks a lot dan.i think the spammer wont be back le bahs..haha[=
nameless_thanks.you are??

2008-07-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

okay..jus wanna apologise to minqi and xiangjun.sorry for the misunderstanding..anyway everything is over le i believe..nvm..but through this incident..i found out who's my true friends le.but was very disappointed with someone as he changed and isnt that guy/friend that i USED to know anymore le... ]]]= will you ever change back??

okay today went to sch and as usual attended class...but today is a boring day as jas didnt attend sch then during recess,mel and leen were at dnt and shuyi was at art...so recess was very boring..after recess,chatted with friend outside toilet..went back and mdm lim starts to ask me questions again..everyone was laughing at my answer...

tml is 'O' level mother tongue listening comprehension.my cexamination room is just beside my classroom.haha.okay back to today.after sch waited for mel and leen then acc boyfriend go home then went night market there to walk walk..after that went to leen's house there de playground chat and eat our food..then went home le..okay stop here le..hopefully tml has time to online..

your middle finger phrase jus slipped through your mind so easily but do you know how much it actually hurts?you changed le...so fast and so suddenly that i couldn't even get a breathe out of it....disappointment is all i have now....

2008-07-13T12:33:00.004+08:00

TO USUCK:
please lohs.you say if i dun write the post ppl wun say me.you are the only one sayin me lohs.wtf..you think you are any nicer than me.who you think you are.basket.you then should get your facts right lohs.hearing one sided story is not enough also lohs.you think your friend is right then why cant i think my friend is right.wtf.if i'm despicable then what are you??cheap basket.i dun know what the heck you tell him make him wanna point me middle finger.you all keep sayin is my friend's fault.you dun have fault mehs.dun tell me you never did anything wrong at all lohs.a lot of people hate my friend so what...call me shut up why dun you stfu first.this is my blog.i wanna post what is my business you dun have to waste your time looking at all.i dun appreciate it.all i wanna say is sorry to your friend for hurting her.but to you,i feel no guilt at all cause you dun worth it at all.fk off!

2008-07-12T16:33:00.004+08:00

replies to tags:
shuwen_ [[=
milkymoo_haha.okayokay..haha!
usuck_i know i suck,you dun have to tell me and i dun need your comment too... if you wanna make a din here, fine.please write your name out.And btw he broke up with me has nothing to do with you okay..fine if i were wrong.i'm SORRY..you dun have to bring him into the picture okay..another thing,my friend is not poor you dun have to comment on her and she dun need it too..
PLEASE GET YOUR DIRTY HANDS,LEGS,THOUGHTS AND YOUR BODY AWAY FROM HERE!thanks [=
saylee_what the!!!Mr Toh bluff me again.hais...idiot sia him.i dun feel like eating stall 6 mahs so bought bread [[= nvm xiangting's one can wait.haha~
rb_of course can make it lahs..haha!

went swimming with boyfriend in the morning..very tired now.haha..her stamine very good.can swim many many laps..i swim half a lap and i cannot take it le.haha!today isn't a good day for me..haha!after swimming,we went to have a shower and a cockroach went into my cubicle...i was like@$!@#$@Q$% !!! in the end i shouted jingyi~~ help!!!!hahaha.then i ran to boyfriend's cubicle.haha

went back home at around12 plus.changed and went to town with family.sis is so kind to buy me a new top!haha.loves her lots...then went back home.later goin out for dinner again.sis says she wants to treat me jap food so i agreed!after that should be meeting wanting they all [[= all the best to their competition!jiayous grape seeds~hopefully you can become watermelon hhaa [[=

reply to usuck second tag_how could you determine it was her fault when you haven even explain yourself?people are selfish and would alway put blame on others..maybe it was really her fault but are you sure you got nothing to do with it?put yourself in other people's shoe.try standing on her situation.i will delete my previous post about you and dun ever bring HIM into the picture again...i admit i suck and i dun deserve to have him..you dun have to emphasize on it.thanks and please go away.

2008-07-11T20:38:00.003+08:00

hmm~~today reached home and saw lots of missed calls.msged them back and realised that all of them are looking for me to go for a meeting for this coming wednesday promotion.mr toh called me and says that he actually wanted to treat me and peiting pizza de but too bad i didnt pick up his phone.that was like so......HE PLAYED CHEAT!!!!nvm i goin to earn my pizza back [[= haha..

a few days ago,there was a sex talk for the upper secondary and peiting was so high!!haha X= she was explaining to alton how to use the condom in the appropriate way.haha then i said that her demostration looks like peeling banana~~ hahaha

for the racial harmony day,my class actually agreed with mrs wan that we all will wear enthic costumes of different races as a way to contribute to the class?haha [[= so excited!!the two models of my class is Muhd Nur and me.haha!i saw his costumes today and he looks really good in it [[= mine is like...haha!!nvm ar...everybody happy then i anything one...although i complained a lot!haha sorry guys [[=

i'm sure we goin to enjoy together as a class.btw today is my maths test and i didnt had enough time cause i was actually.....[peiting,jas,mel,eric,jing,leen,shuyi,lihong,nanny should know why.haha!] X=

to alan pea :my blog is not sad okay.it's very cheerful and happy!!!!and of course COLOURFUL haha!!btw jiayou hoh!
to friend:i'm not ah lian and i dun wan to be..i am a good student! X= [people must be laughing now.haha!]
to nanny:thanks for cheering me up and taking care of my sons [=
to jing:BOYFRIEND!haha.i love you lots and see you tml girl !enjoy our date [[= haha!
to shuwen:thanks for being my listening ears [[=
to mel:anything jus tell papa dun need to keep it to yourself until so unbearable de [[=papa alway here!
to jas:i promise i will tel you everything de.dun worry!i love you girl[=
to leen:daughter must jiayou!he's coming very soon le [[=
to shuyi:darling dun think so much le.anything jus say out loud and we will all help you de!
to someone:all the best to you tml and take care.you're still the same to me [=
to iris,qianling,wanshing,wanting:apple,dot,honeydew,grape seeds!!!haha.you guys really rocks!!!stay happy alway yea [[=
to xinyi:dun think so much.she dun worth wasting your energy[=

2008-07-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

today was a boring day for me...meet shuwen and go to sch as usual...keep falling asleep in class today..during pe lesson,my group played basketball and the stupid basketball hit peiting a lot of times.haha.my whole body aches today.dont know why.played basketball and itgot worse..haha!went out too many days le and not enough sleep??hhaa

online jus now and it was the first time so many people talked to me.haha[= i'm blessed.today my friend finally saw me online and talked to me.haha.the most surprising things is zhengwei remind me to bring thermometer!!!!haha.first time he so nice to me.haha!

okay..i shall stop here cause need to sleep le.haha!btw i'm alright le [[= thanks guys and my ah ma forgave me also le !!yay~~!!!!

I'M THE RAINBOW!!!!~~~WAHAHAHA

smiles and laughters took away all my misery..i will learn to survive alone but i wont give up so easily on you because i know it's hard to find someone like you [[= i'll persist on!!! jiayou #missUnsimpleXxx.!!!!!

2008-07-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

ytd reach home at around 12plus and went out at 3plus in the morning.went to jas house by cab together with mel.went jas house to ton and fall asleep..her bed was reall cool..shuyi came at around 7plus and leen came at 8plus.nanny came at 9plus 10. i bathed and watch mel playin psp as well as the others playing mahjong early in the morning.

went off at around 11plus to meet xinyi they all to buy things for gathering.as usual,i was late.i rushed there le but still couldn't manage to reach in time.bought lots of things and my favourite duck rice to hazel's house.

it was raining like hais...then i got wet but luckily not as wet as the rest...the gathering is overall fun and enjoyable.the bad thing about the gathering is today's weather..if it didn't rain,the gathering would be even more fun..

went home quite early with weiqi and peiting.today is a good day[=

i need someone very dearly now..i want to talk to someone but i really dont know who to rely on...it seems like whoever i trust,betray me in the end...can you stop hurting me in this way???i get so f___d up each time i saw the two of you...my intuition tells me nothing happens between the two of you but what i see is different..should i trust my guard feeling or my eyes???has....sorry ah ma,i shouldnt have quarrel with you...i just dont worth anyone's care and concern.... ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]=

2008-07-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

ytd after sch,went to find jing,jas,eileen,mel,eric,lihong and shuyi.angeline and liran were together with them.we went to find wanshing,wanting,iris and qianling to settle things with someone..leen says let the main people do the job, we see see can le.so we just stand there and listen.in the end,we were chattin about what to do later.so half-way through the talk, shuwen came met us and we left.

all of the girls and eric came myself and all had a bowl cup noodles each.haha!the girls played mahjong after eating while i do my hw.so hardworking right?haha!!! i did play a few games but dont really feel like playin so asked the others to continue.jing,leen and shuyi went off at around5plus so i and jas took over their seats.played till 6plus and i went to bath while mel and shuwen play pokers...

went to mel's house after i bath to wait for her to bath too.then we went to jas's house to have steamboat..on the way to her house,jas bought lots of durians and we walked to her house...started our steamboat and it was 9pm.we filled our bowl and rushed upstairs to watch the 9o'clock show...haha!during commercial,we run down to get some more food too.then we watch the show at the living room after jas sis's friends went off..

the whole one hour show,the three of us were like running between the kitchen and living.we ate steamboat and change to durian and change to steamboat again...mel and i were very full...haha!jas went to bath first while mel use the phone and guess what i did [[= i fall asleep.haha!jas bed is super duper nice to sleep!!!i love her bed so much [[=!!!~in the end my ah ma kept callin me and disturb my sleep.so no choice i got to go home..haha.went to take bus but missed my bus...so mel suggested to take cab.took cab back home and fetch mel home first.jas acc me to chat on phone during the journey home...

as it was midnight so the cab fare costs me 6bucks..haha~reached home bathed and sleep..haha

today went to meet peiting and matthias to go matthias house..reached matthias house and we played pokers..after a few games,we were feeling very tired so we sleep on his bed.his bed is even better than jas one.water bed!!!!i only sleep on part of the bed and peiting took up so much space.haiyoyo~ haha...___ after that,we watched tv and played mahjong as peiting wanted to learn....

went to liquid cafe to have dinner as well as to meet up with xiangting jie.peiting ate chocolate fudge which is like.hmm.....sweet but light.bitter but sweet...???haha.delicious [[= matthias ate fish and chip as well as clam soup.haha!i ate half shelled scallop cream pasta..it tastes quite good and the scallop is very fresh [[= but it costs me 13plus bucks..quite worth it [= the sad things is i was too full to have cheese cake.hais.....

went to meet reuben to get my boots together wth peiting.saw shuwen and zhiqiang while waiting.so the five of us sat down and chatted together.haha.peiting went off first and the rest of us went off at around 9plus.reached home and bathed again[[= haha!

didnt see you today...i miss you...i trust that you wont disappoint me..i hope you carry out your word[= i'll wait yea .

2008-07-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

haha.finally free to update le [[=
today is my 'O' level mother tongue oral..it was like....hais...really very disappointed with myself.the passage was relatively easy but i read wrongly quite a few words..hais..

next was the conversation.it was about youth olympics and my answer is like too naggy or what..then the teacher helps me summarize..haha.she asked me how do i feel when everybody from other countries travel to singapore to watch the youth olympics..i wanted to say i scare about terrorists...but i suddenly went blank and dont know how to say terrorists in chinese..in the end i said this "actually i very scare people come bomb singapore."the teachers start to laugh...i was like...hais...i'm dead...]]=

after oral,saw shuyi and vel.so acc them to find peck joon as darling's stuff with him...i als o waited for shuwen..then we went home together.but she went somewhere else so i walk home alone.haha

while walking home,a bee fly pass me and i just jumped up like a crazy woman.haha!lucky there wasn't anyone nearby if not i will be very ps..haha

personally,i really dont know what to do now.okay it seems random to you guys but i know some of you know what i mean...it's really not easy..looking at them goin home together,it hurts..but what can i do??cry under my blanket or scold them for nothing??my guard feeling tells me nothing happen between them and i trust him...hopefully i trusted the correct person [=

2008-06-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

today went to have lunch with shuwen and mel then went home le...when waiting for bus,i got a intuition and i told shuwen and mel.they say i wont be so unlucky de..in the end...haha!expected ar..but like what mel says..trust[= i trust nothing happen between them [[=

went to buy milk tea with shuwen before goin home...this time,the milk tea not as nice as last time...]]= went home after that..

ytd went movie with jas,jingyi,eric,lihong,mel,eileen and nanny...we watched "dont mess with zohan"..it's NC-16 but i can go in!!!haha.the whole show is very pervertic but very funny and entertaining....haha...went home after that...some of them came to my house play...shuwen came later on...

okay...nth to post le...haha!i'm off for hw and study for ss test![[=

life is great although you aren't with me as i had learnt to trust you even more le[[= i know she loves you but i believe that you wont disappoint me as i trust the reason you gave me [[= i love you from the beginnig till now [[=

2008-06-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

LOL!!i blogging again.haha!!i very bored...haha!!went home with shuwen,jaslin,eric,jingyi and lihong jiemei X= haha.okay i'm bad.sorry lihong.haha!finally bought my honey milktea afer many days of wanting it.haha!today sleep in class and my neck feel so much better after that sleep.haha!!damien says because while i slouch,i was actually stretching my neck muscles so i will feel better.haha

okay got to go do my chem hw le.haha.byebyes~

i saw you but you seem to ignore me...but it's alright as i knew from the beginning once we are separated,it's hard to get back...]]= all the best to your upcoming 'O' level mother tongue oral yea [[=

2008-06-23T18:00:00.002+08:00

today first day of sch...haha!i miss schooling.miss my classmates they all...haha
but today was quite unlucky...haha.went to sch and saw yan qian at the busstop.so we take bus together and walk into the school.while walking up the stairs to our class,i nearly fall..X= thanks to yanqian,she held on to me.haha!

during recess,i was playing with emmelline and peiting then we played too rough then my neck was like....haha!!!in the end we still continue to play.haha!!!
during history lesson,alton trip onto me then my neck again....hais...luckily weiqi uncle and damien tried to cool me down[[= thanks buddy

today whole day was like a sleepin day...i kept fallin asleep due to insufficient sleep..haha!actually wanted to accompany my nanny de but in the end i ps him as i fall asleep ....haha!sorry nanny!

okay i promised myself not to blog so much le.need to study but...haha!!!its hard ar...i blog whenever i got nothing to do..haha!!!okay tml havin hist SBQ test and e-maths mock exam...it's like only the second day of school...hais~haha..

it'sjusttoohardtoforgetyou.lookingatyoubutyoudidntevenwanttolookatme..ithurtsanditstorturing.
ireallywannaholdyoutightinmyarmsbutiknowiwontbeabletodosoeveninthefuture.imjustwaitinglike
anidiot...

2008-06-20T20:13:00.002+08:00

past few days have been chionging hw.but only manage to finish double maths. and physic..hopefully can finish eng and chemistry by tml [[= spent 2days and nights to do the hw and found out that sleepin is a waste of time lohs.haha!!!but i think i have gained a lot of weight as i get hungry easily at night especially then i keep on eating...hais...school reopen the first thing - height and weight -----die le.....haha!!!

ya i'm crappin again.haha!!!!WANTING loves crapping with me too right???haha!!!!didnt sleep the day before yesterday and was bored while doing hw.so i look through phone's video...saw this particular video and i cried....hais...ya i cry again..hais...haha!!!i cried because i saw this video done by peiting on 14june when she's holding on to my phone...didnt know until the day before yesterday...thanks piggie!i know it's just memory and it's hard to let go..i know i have you guys around me but there's no one that can replace that memory.i believe peiting knows what i'm talking.haha...wanting i'm not talking craps this time...haha!!
THANKS CHIA PEI TING!!!

saw another video and it was a video i made myself after that incident...kind of saddening to me..haha..but ya it's over...memory that wont be erased from my mind [[= aftering reading through others blogs,i found this true and important for couples ... trust is all you need in a relationship and trust is the route to happiness! [[= quoted from ANG SAY LEE...haha!i'm now learning to trust people and how to let other trust me..jiayou jiayou jiayou!~haha..

didnt meet the girls for a few days le...i miss you all!!!!!i miss SHUWEN,JASLIN,JINGYI,MELISSA,EILEEN AND SHUYI!!!!!hahaha...sch reopening le.faster do your hw hohs!!!!a new beginning and new day for me tml [[=

trust me that i trust you.i will wait.if you have fallen for another girl,it's okay [= carry on and find your true love.all i hope is we are still friends and you stay happy for life.just remember that i will alway be behind you when you needed someone for help [= all the best for your studies yea!

2008-06-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

haven been online for the past few days..dont think i will be online frequently anymore le..cause now online got no one to chat to and got nothing to do also.some more i have to rush my holidays homework..hais...suddenly thought of a sentence that i alway heard from the guys in my class - "sucks to be me." haha...this sentence suits the situation now...

today,i been wonderign from morning till now.trust?believe??am i really too sensitive over stuffs??okay fine if i am...that's the pathetic character i have...but maybe because of my past too.read through a magazine and it has a quiz inside asking whether one is a person that is too sensitive or not...i chose my answer and it says that i have to let go of my past in order to move one for the better...hmm~ tryin...perhaps?

actually wanted to go library with the girls but doesn't feel like goin there to do hw.so went play mahjong with friends...first time play with money...i was like a super duper idiot noob.....haha!!!i keep takin the wrong tile, too slow and clumsy in throwin the tiles....in the end,my friends keep askin me to relax...haha!but the good thing is i was the big winner.haha!they say i super lucky...anyhow throw tile also can win.haha!

while playin, i was watchin engrossly at the cartoon show then saw the cartoon character eatin corn flakes cereal..so i went to buy corn flakes and honeystars on the way home....i bought my favourite HL milk too...but regretted that i bought the original flavour and not the strawberry one...haha

tml 2a1 gathering le.haha!goin seoul garden for lunch with the 2a1 classics...haha!but kind of broke now.hopefully tml got enough money.haha![[= sunday is the band concert le.those who haven get ticket de faster go buy!it's a must-buy ticket as the concert includes songs like enchanted,indiana jones,pirates of the carribean and many more.[[=
PRICE : $10
TIME:7p.m.
DATE:22june2008
VENUE:NUS [clementi there]

do go down and support opwo [[= jiayou!!!!
XINYI,SHERYL,JINGYI,WANTING,WENRONG,MICHAEL,CANDY,RASUL,FAYYAD,
QIANLING,HUILING,ZONGQUAN and the rest of the band members.

okay back to topic...hmm~this few days a lot of things happen..neglected a few friends and i'm really really sorry about it... ]]]= i wun neglect anyone of you again le yea [[[= okay got to type fast cause using brother's com now.lazy to on my own com.later bro sees will start his crap again....X=

trust?i sincerely trust you a lot.it's just that i dont trust her.maybe i just too over-sensitive.nevermind.i wont ask so much le.just hope you stay happy and remember i will wait.trust me.i will get that trust back.

2008-06-15T00:08:00.004+08:00

early morning went to meet gernette,jinghan,peiting,clifford,kaiwen,weijian and saimun.i was late today.haha!arrange to meet at 7.30am at yishun mrt but i woke up at 7.15am.haha!jinghan was the latest so the rest went to report first as they were the first aider while gernette and i waited for jinghan,we are the walkers together with zhengxiang but not meetin him..walk to blk701 to report then saw our school band there..they were there to performance...i was shocked but happy at the same time.kind of stupid....nvm...

start to warm up and its fun to warm up with the cadets...haha!the kids are cute [[= after warm up,went for the 3km walkathon but in the end,it became a marathon...start to run after walkin a distance as it was very borin...ran alone as gernette was tired...used the time for some soul-reflecting...it was good for mental health [[= crap...X=

after the whole event,went for breakfast at pizzahut and spent quite a lot of money but had fun with the npcc members...long time since we last gather and have fun like this...[[= after breakfast,rush home and bath..went to east coast with family..

cycle for 2hours and my legs and butt were like totally numb.fall asleep on the way home..reach my house void-deck there and went off to take bus to mel's house.later eileen and shuyi came too...went out to dont know where...hais...

some pictures here:

my pathetic life ]]]=

me and my son <33

my niece becomes botak le ]]= but still very cute [[=

my big sized bruise. X=

trina and peiting..

clifford,saimun and weijian

the PIGGIE XD

gernette the tiger!

zhengxiang that ...kuku....#@$^%$@$

me,javier,ah ma and sis

sis's bf and sis

sis and javier

me and sis [[=

sis cycling javier

me and ah ma! <33

i can't open my eyes.it's too bright.haha XP

like what i promise the girls to post this:
golden village had a BLACKOUT today... XP

went to find someone to talk about friend's thing.saw him...was very happy at first but i saw her then my heart just sank]]=...i alway thought i can face it but in the end i still burst into tears...sorry i failed to control myself...if only there's a choice,i wouldn't have let her interfere into us...i sucks... ]]]= there's a strong feeling that tells me he likes her...i don't know why but it just too strong to resist it...hais....

2008-06-13T23:12:00.003+08:00

i'm back from movie.haha..watch kungfu panda with sis,sis's bf and nephew..the movie is really nice and it's a must watch movie.haha!the character i love the most is the WUGUI master.haha!he's so cute and cool.the rest of the characters also very cute.examples like panda,tiger, praying mantis[duno hw to spell. X=],monkey,snake,crane and their master which look lik mouse??haha

ate nachos and drank ice lemon tea.the nachos was delicious but after a whole box of it,i become sick of it.haha.i never lik ice lemon tea and i never drank them during movies until someone introduced it to me.drank ice lemon tea for every movie after the first movie with that person.ice lemon tea rocks [=

after that,went to the night market near causeway point as sis wanna get a handphone cover.sis kept asking me wanna eat this or that...then i just keep shookin my head as i'm kinda full after the box of nachos.but i saw cheese hotdog and cheese tofu.my first thought was to get it but i suddenly remember that if i were to buy it,who shall i give it to???so decided not to buy..haha.kind of crap right me...haha

just found out i got a super big bruise on my leg.didnt notice it until my ah ma ask me what happen to my leg..it wasnt painful so my sis tell me the bruise was pinched by ghost...i was like.......after that,i start to "discover" my leg and i found many bruises...haha!!okay thats the end of my day...

2008-06-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

ytd night was a nightmare for me.haha.slept at 3plus and woke up at 7plus because of my sis.she came into my room to bath then drop this and that then my niece starts to cry and that's it...no more sleep..finally when everything quiet down,i went to sleep again but woke up by friend's msg and i couldn't sleep anymore.hais...

sis called me just now and asked me whether i want to watch kungfu panda with her and my nephew.so i agreed and now waitin for her to come home..she says she's bringing my family to east coast tml after my walkathon for some cycling...not very excited at all cause no mood to cycle but feel like goin there for some sea breeze.anyone interested?haha

ytd chat with this friend of mine [= nice to make friend with you[= she's a sweet lady.thanks for all your encouragement!you jiayou too!i'm sure you will make it de since there's a saying that goes persevere till the end..[[= JIAYOU FRIEND [=

after chattin with ronald er,he taught me some things which i think it helps although it doesn't seem to [= thanks a lot for your encouragement and words[= God bless you!

these thoughts came into my mind:
Love is not about possession but about giving and sacrifying.Sometimes,you just have to give up something in order for your loved one to be happy.I've decided to wait for you and i'm not going to stress you about anything anymore le.All i hope now is you to have a blissful life and find a girl that you really love and stay happy with her for life[= I won't give up and i'll wait like what i had promised.Just remember that i will alway be there when you turn your back to find someone's help [=

2008-06-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

she saw that picture and tears jus came down her face..her heart jus broke into pieces and pieces..she can feel herself breakin down and don't know who to speak to..suddenly she felt that no one seem to be able to be trusted by her..her world turns dark and she's just a lonesome who wonders around where no one cares..she could feel the sense of void within her.she found herself dead when no one notices and she's prepared to take up all kind of challenges..

she went home alone on this very night and some thoughts came to her..she looks at the pavillion and stairs...she felt lost suddenly..a friend of her asked her to seek God's help and she really wanted to..but she's need time to calm herself...

a story of her:
never did she fall for someone so deeply..the first time she could sense someone's love for her so much but everything went into waste when she starts all those craps herself...she's truely and honestly jealous about her..every move of her seem cunning to her..everyone say that to her too..she wonders about her and starts to worry...but the thing is she's really jealous that she knows him more than she does and she don't even get to see him as much as she does..she's just lack of confidence of herself..maybe he's just too good for her to possess...she's nothing for a load of craps....she hopes he will stay happy and cheerful for life..

2008-06-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

i'm posting again.lol..tml got to wake up early for npcc training even though i passed out le but haven step down.haha.so goin to see how is the trainin gettin along..today i been rotting the whole day at home...don't know what to do and don't feel like doin hw although i set the target that i finish my hw by this week...it's like so IMPOSSIBLE.okay that's crap. X=

chatted with friends online and then now they went for their dota match and i got nothing to do again...haha..morning ate few pieces of popcorn chicken and suddenly thought of what mel told me and i don't feel like eatin le.haha!i got psycho-ed by her le.haha..then afternoon ate a coconut jelly which is very nice but i drop a large piece of it on the floor.luckily ah ma didn't notice if not i goin to get naggin again...today's dinner is rice with chicken.. [[=

haha..kind of crappin here..i feel like eatin apple with cinnamon donut and orea macflurry accompanied by a drink of esprit..haha..if there's a pizza and sweet-spicy drumstickswill also be fine with me.haha!

okay i shall stop talkin about food,kind of hungry now...hais...i'm wondering what to do now as it's really really very boring.btw anyone interested in watchin the movie "The Happening" and "The Missing"??these two shows will be shown on 12june which is tml...haha!!but tml got cca...hais...haha!okay nvm...if anyone goin to study pls ask me along...haha!i need motivation .haha!

another 12hours to go...i miss you but i know you won't miss me...to me,nothing seems to be more important than you now..to others,i'm fine and perfectly normal as usual...but no one exactly knows what i'm feeling...some still doesn't know we broke up and ask me how we are or tease me with your name...but all i did was to keep quiet and smile at them..sometimes,i couldn't control my feelings and i will just burst out in tears...i really love you a lot and i miss you...i wanna hug you tightly and never let you go.but i know i can't and i won't be able to anymore....all i can do now is wait...other than that,i don't know what i can do anymore...

2008-06-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

today met mel and shuyi to go sch for npcc...the girls waited for me from 8am to 12+pm..thanks girls [[= celebrated saylee's birthday..gave her a surprise after npcc.the surprise goes like this..

after npcc lecture,i told saylee i need to go off then peiting told her she need to go councillor meeting..left gernette there to entertain her.went to general office to get the cake and light the candles.blindfold saylee and ask her to come over but before she comes,the candles all blow off le.haha!then we sang the happy birthday song,we sang very loudly then all off-pitch left gernette alone to sing...haha~after that,saylee cut the cake and i help her to continue cut...my skil of cuttin is like........too "good" to comment ar.haha!gernette help to cut the left over cake and her skill is even supper "good"..haha.

wished saylee and went to bishan with mel and shuyi.bought mel her wallet and i bought a wristbag but not the one that i and mel loved the most.the one we loved the most,the material very prone to scratches so i decided not to buy that design.but it's really really nice...hmm~~

walk walk around and ate lunch.after that,went to meet eileen and went home..ah ma asked me to take care of the baby she is taking care of..so i agreed while she goes to cook the dinner.in the end,i fall asleep on the sofa and my ah ma says i very pig.like that also can sleep...haha!the reason is because i slept at 2+ am and i woke up at 6+ am..haha!

today very tired...still decidin whether tml want go out anot...hais...need to finish my holidays hw by this week as well as my nyaa.but it's like...i'm just too lazy ar..haha!thursday got npcc campcraft trainin,goin down with peiting to see see..haha!saturday goin for walkathon..hopefully i survive and able to blog.haha!but heard only go there walk walk so should be okay bahs?haha..*clueless*

okay below are photos took few days ago... :

ate this green tea macflurry...it taste so yucks~ i ate a few mouths then i throw it away le.those who hate green tea will hate this even more...haha! OREA MACFLURRY STILL THE BEST!~

on shuyi's birthday,she treated me and mel donuts and esprits from donut factory..THANKS DARLING <333 we ate four donuts each,but i couldn't finish the last one while darling left two donuts that she had eaten half.. i ordered all fruits donuts:apple with cinnamon,orange with chite chocolate,lemon chocolate and strawberry chocolate....APPLE WIHT CINNAMON IS DELICIOUS[[=

my apple with cinnamon donut[[= gonna get more next time...haha!it's really really nice.the environment there also very good...*couples faster go there date[a good place]* haha...i think i should go tour around singapore [since i'm so free]then give a survey on where is the best place for couples to date.haha~

took darling's picture without her notice*shsss*

sqaure two!

below are pictures that took today during npcc..while gernette is teaching the lecture,i took her sunglasses and went out of the room to take pic...haha! :

me with gernette's sunglasses and doin a stupid...

darling don't kick me...HELP ~~

okay i admit i was never gentle...except for _______ [secret that shouldn't be told X= ]

1 more day to go..i feel very confuse now..i'm really happy that i can see him again[[= but i'm worried that when i saw him,i don't know what to react...i really miss you very much..i wanna see you but i'm afraid if i saw you,i will never be able to let you go...today went to your class and saw your table....you wrote my name on your table and i wanna let you know that i wrote your name in my heart[[= it will never be erase away unless something that i predict happen ]]=

2008-06-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

this song is nice [[=

Stuck - Stacie Orrico

Stuck by Stacie Orrico

I… can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean

You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
Don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you

2008-06-09T23:08:00.005+08:00

long long time no update..haha!actually only 3days...hmm~ this few days been goin out everyday with mel except sunday..see her until sian le...haha!~still have to entertain her for the next few days...everyday go out waste time doin nothing...

life is meaningless and boring...sian!!!!!!gonna freak out soon...used to be entertained by others,now need to entertain others...haha~ someone entertain me please~~~~ haha!!goin for npcc lecture tml..meetin mel n shuyi first...thanks for accompanying me [[= after that goin imm i think...

today accompanied shuwen go her first aid course and went to have breakfast with mel at imm.saw this particular wristbag...love it very very much!!!mel saw a wallet with the same design and she loves it very very much too..so tml goin to buy the wristbag and wallet.givin mel the wallet as her birthday gift..i owed her de ]]= haha!after that i will be broke...then gonna ask sis for money again??no lahs..haha i not so bad.save money myself!i wanna buy new clothes and the sony ericssion purple colour flip phone...its lik $300+ if i remember correctly..

but thats all i wish only ar.wont spent that kind of money de [[= must save money to buy my complete set of turtles!wahahaha!~ savin money to watch kungfu panda,the missing and the happening too!haha.anyone interested please dial or sms my number [[=

3 more days t ogo..i miss you very very much.i hope to hug you tightly when you just check out of the flight.but i couldn't...i know if i were to do that,i will never ever let go of you anymore....till now,you still don't really know what i'm feeling..no one knows.i seem normal to everyone but i know i'm jus deceiving myself to make others happier...all i want is you but God just doesn't let me have you.if i were given one chance to reverse time,i would reverse back to the time when we first quarrelled..i regretted that i think too much...i'm sensitive i admit...because i love you and i wouldn't dare to lose you and i wouldn't want to and i became over-protective over you...if i knew this will happen,i'll never let things turn this way...if i knew loving you were will be a suffer,i won't regret at all as at least i knew i had love you from the beginning with my whole heart with no regrets.....but only if i could.............things won't turn out this way..

I HATE MYSELF!!!!i just sucks...

2008-06-06T22:06:00.003+08:00

today went out at 8plus to have breakfast withmel,shuwen,eileen and jingyi at chongpang..after breakfast,went to united square to searh for a hello kitty lunchbox but no where to be found.but we enjoyed ourselves as there's a lot of children's rides and seats there.haha.

went to toa payoh[dont know how to spell] to search for the hello kitty lunchbox again.haha.finally found it and went back to khatib.bought some ingredients for sushi and went to jingyi's house to make sushi...haha.our sushi making session was like....haha.i dont know how to comment on it ar.haha.

met shuyi and gave her a surprise.in the end everything failed..haha.in the end we were quarrelling with an auntie.the whole thing was something like that:
a little child came out of nowhere and shocked the girls then the child's mum asked him to go back to her.so they went upstairs.later on,the child came out of the lift and he was all wet...he use his hands and wipe the water on mel's back...

he went to jingyi and use his head to wipe the water on his head on jingyi...after that,he run after me and eileen..the two of us ran away and hid behind jingyi..haha...the child was really rude as he ran to shuyi and scratch her without any reason.mel got angry and pull the child back to his mum.his mum was just shouting at the child but notdoin anything...in the end,the auntie told us not to interfere the situation..it's like not we wanna interfere but the child keep touching and even scratch shuyi...hais...later the auntie says what we shouldnt say the child rude as he's young and we are old even to think...then the girls start to quarrel with her...

the funny thing is jingyi and i stood there and we two were like confuse and dont know what to do..haha.we two very slow in thinkin...haha!what i dont like is the auntie says we very impolite and rude...i was %@ &$%^@ !~ we did nothing and is the child came and disturb us...somemore we didnt start the quarrrel...hais...it was a bad day... ]]]=

after that,jingyi went home and we proceed to northpoint to have some ice cream...slack around and eileen went for her tuition [= went home after that.planned to do holidays homework but in the end.....i fall asleep and woke up to bath then online...haha~kind of lazy again...

tml need to wake up early again to meet peiting they all to do nyaa and map reading.hais...a person with no sense of direction teaching map reading...hmm~~*doubts*....haha!after that will be meeting shuyi and mel again...dont know what we going to do again...

here are some photos:

me and mel...

we are saved thanks to SUPERMAN!~haha

i'm only left with my son...

shuwen and me

mel's back- shuwen and me again! i love her <33

i'm riding on the saxophone while jingyi on the drum and mel on the guitar.
we are the mini HI-5 ...haha~

jingyi!the batwoman with her super batcar...haha!

enjoyed today's trip [[=
love the girls and JASLIN PANG LEE MUN [[=
6more days to go....hmm~~sometime i wonder whether i should be happy or sad?i also dont know ar...haha!

imissyou.
iwantyoubuticouldnt.
areyoutheguythattheydescribeortheguythatstandsapositioninmyheart?
willyouevergivemeanotherchance?
ormaybeourfatejusendshere...
God,helpmeplease...ineedyourdirectionnow.
i'llwaitibelieveandhopefullyitworthwhile [=

2008-06-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

2days le..another 7days to go..she miss amanda,she miss cecilia and i miss belinda....all i could do now is think of nothing...i can only write these things when he's overseas so that he wouldnt see..to be true,i miss him.my mind just go blank whenever i'm alone thinkin thoughtlessly..maybe because i couldnt get use to it.

all i wish now is that everyone to be happy [[= those who are in relationship to stay together for life [[= those who are singles to find their true love and those who jus broke up to stay happy [[= everything's gonna be alright <33

take care all
nights~

P.S. :
God,please clear his stress and grant him happiness [= I believe you're capable to do it.I'm still waiting for Your hint.You're my pillar of strength..

ireallyloveyou.
ireallymissyou.
ireallycantleavewithoutyou.
butihavetoacceptyourdecisionwillingly.
idontwantyoutostressanymore.yourhappinessmeanteverythingtome.
onewordfromyoumeantathousandfromothers.
idontwannaletyougobutyoujustslippedthroughtmelikethis.
icantstopthisfromhappeningbutatleastitriedmybesttorecovereverything.

2008-06-03T22:56:00.003+08:00

firstly i wanna thanks jaslin for the turtle [[= i love it a lot <33>

today emmelline and gernette came my house and we played mahjong..emmelline win the most and gernette lost every game..had a lot of laughters throughout the games but when they left, everything felt lost and silent to me...

the feeling of stayin at home really freak me out..josie goin sec3 camp tml le..take care yea [[= dont worry you'll be back three days later.haha...everyone asked me whether i'm sendin him off tml...i really want to but i couldnt .. ]]]= time flies so fast and hopefully it continues and the next 9days will be short enough for me to notice...

imissyou.iloveyou.ineedyou.iwantyou.i'llneverleaveyou.

2008-06-01T19:24:00.004+08:00

went out for breakfast.had carrot cake.as usual i ate few mouth then i lied that it was too oily and i dont want to eat anymore le..in the end my sis finish up everything..went to shuwen's house and feel like _____ luckily she didnt _____ ....used her laptop and was bored after awhile.nothing to do but just dont wanna go home...

watched tv and feel like sleepin..those who chatted with me should know [= haha...after some time,zhiqiang asked whether we wanna play poker cards..i said anything.played blackjack and big2garden as well as uno...thanks for entertainin me [[=

went home and started to blog...i goin out to meet jas soon cause i really dont feel like stayin home...too much things here for me to overcome le ]]= i hope my plan would works soon [[=

P.S. :
God,please bless the needy and people around me.Bless them with good health and life [=
I promise i'll pray for you[= God bless him to be stressless,happy and all the best in his competition.Please give him a safe and smooth journey.I know God you fulfill it upon request[=

Thanks for everything [[= i will wait for you and time will prove my love for you and how much i needed you...

2008-06-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

Thanks all!i'm strong and fine yea [[= as the saying goes time is the best medicine [= everything is gonna be alright..God bless you all and me [= dont worry about me anymore le!!! i'm glad that everything is over and he's happier

To you:
it might be short but i treasured every moments...you're irreplaceble.all the best for your competition [[= stay happy and i'll pray for you..dont stress anymore le.anything still can find me yea [[= i'll rmb you for life yea
[[= take care and bon voyage for your australia trip ~

2008-05-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

hmm~~today remedial should ends at 10 but it ended at 10.20am.then shu wen and mel called me and i msged them i'm still in class.then jas msged reuben to ask me faster.haha!!!okay i went out of sch to meet them [= went to sun plaza to have lunch but it was a bad lunch ]]=

I'M SORRY JASLIN PANG LEE MUN AND SHU WEN!!!! ]]=

after lunch,went chong pang to find some things but couldnt find.haha!!!so sat at jas's dad shop and chatted for awhile??actually it's kind of mourning session.dont know why.haha!!!jas,jingyi and eric went back to sch for their remedial.shuyi,eileen,shu wen and me went to mel's house to lay mahjong.played one round then feel like goin toilet le.haha!

went toilet and come out,MEL TOOK MY SEAT!haha.but she was kind enough to let me play after she played one round.played a few rounds and shuyi feel tired and let mel play.haha!!play awhile later,we all got bored and eileen,shuyi goin off.so we went to mel's room and chatted.haha!!!after that went to northpoint to get some things....then went to somewhere near my block to chat until 11plus then went home.haha.

2008-05-29T16:54:00.006+08:00

hmm~i'm lazy to write today.so uploaded some pictures [[= there is a saying that goes picture speaks a thousand words?haha.i'm not sure whether i'm correct.hahaokay photo gallery begins here:

NPCC sec 1 & 2 annual camp 2007!!! YELLOW CONNECTION [[=

instructors havin their meal after a a long session of games

yellow connection posing again [[=

the campfire night that i'll never forget <3

this batch of NCOs are no longer individuals,there are a squad!!

aiyoyo~peiting eatin again. XD

OPSS MODEL TEACHER X=

my playmate!

the ovaltime girls [[=

emmelline craving for more water!!~~

ONG SZE LI & ANG SAY LEE

my childhood ......

i know he's cute but i'm sorry he's taken <333333

if time could go back ]]=

my laughmates~ and also my playmates,twinnie <3

noob playin pool.. XP

i miss you mummy!!! ]]]= i'll fly there when i finish my 'O'!!!

toilet break----

Mr Jimmy Lim [[=

these are my kids LOL! X=

the aunties~~muahahaa

kian meng mummy!!!

the last birthday cake i had with my WHOLE family...

i'll never forget you [[= monkey n turtle are sisters for life !!!

our mogu mogu mango!!~~

i miss you very much...how i hope i can hug you tightly and never let you go...but no matter what,jiayou for your australia trip [[= you're the best of the best <333
i love you!!!MICHAEL BOON LI TAT~~

2008-05-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

today went to sch for maths,eng and ss lesson...the whole of today is a very very cold day for me.dont know why.haha!!went to but my white grapes with aloe vera and the stall uncle said to me this:

uncle_ah girl ar..the weather so hot you still wear jacket??
me_very cold ar.haha!!somemore my class in AVA room which is even more cold.haha
uncle_oh okay.so what drink you want?
me_erm...ju hua[i dont know how to spell in eng.haha]
uncle_dont have le.dont know why the person haven deliver the drink
me_haha.okay.how about white grapes with aloe vera
uncle_haha.got got.

after that,went back to class le.[[=
after all the lessons,waited for sec3 to come back from their shooting competition.their result wasn't too bad.at least better than ours and they passed. [[= Congrats to you guys!!
went to mac to have lunch or dinner??i'm not very sure.haha!!!
chatted with gernette,mr toh,xingxia and shiqi [yeesuan and her bf came ltr] mr toh is goin to be a lamer soon or should i say he's already one??haha!! X=

peiting join us ltr too.haha!!chatted for awhile and have to go le.cause the place we sittin are reserved for party [[= went to take bus and reached home at 7 sharp.haha!went to bath and came online then blogged [[=
okay my day ends and i shall end my post here [[=

13days le ]]= 7 more days to go and i dont know what will happen...]]= i miss you very much laogong <33>

2008-05-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm~~today was 'O' level mother tongue paper...some say it was easy while other say it was hard.i take it as the hard one.all the friends i asked about which question they did for paper,all say they did the newspaper article one....think i'm the only one who wrote about the friend's relationship..LOL.okay i shall stop the craps..

after paper,went for lunch with saylee,peiting and gernette at the cafe in the cc near our school.saylee ordered fish and chip while the rest of us have golden fried chicken!!!the chicken was like SO BIG!!!haha.couldnt finish at first but the girls keep pysco me about the sichuan misfortunate people.so no choice got to finish it ...we ordered a lunch set meal which includes mushroom soup and iced tea.the mushroom soup is extremely nice!!haha

the iced tea doesnt taste nice to me...heard from saylee that the iced tea is the lipton's one.in the end i only drank a few mouth and the rest is drank by peiting.wahaha!~!!i bought ESPRIT!haha...thats the best drink [[= went home after that...

reached home and waited for jaslin's msg then went to bath...after bathin,meet jaslin and eric....went northpoint walk walk then meet mel.saw jia hui and richelle they all at northpoint.haha!!jiahui and his friends keep lookin at us lik we are weirdo....haha!!!after that went home and bath again.and ya i'm bloggin now.haha!!!!

10days without him.....okay i'm still alive by God's will [[= i survived with mel and jas....wont be long i think,dying soon i predict.haha!!!9more days to go and i gonna suffer another 7 days....this whole june holidays are a torturous one for me.anyone free???please ask me out...i dun wanna rot at home or die at home without anyone noticin.....haha!!!! XD may God bless me an enjoyable and fruitful june holidays!wahahaha [[= [i''m hintin the monkey,the pig and the tiger!!!! X=]

2008-05-25T03:31:00.002+08:00

another stupid borin day of mine...actually was rotting at home today until mel msged me..she asked me out for dinner[[= went to meet her and jas for dinner at long john silver...after dinner went walkin around then meet shu yi..

josie was somewhere near northpoint so we met her and went to look for eugene...chatted with him and went home.jas and mel went home to get their stuff and came to my house and ton.eric comin too...

jas and eric and mel preparin to sleep while i still usin com...but jas keep lookin at me sayin unless i sleep if not she dun wan to sleep le...hais...so i cant post for long.haha!!!

2008-05-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

today after sch went to peiting's house for lunch with saylee and gernette...ate lunch and started to use peiting's com.tt was like super lag...finally found someone's com more lag than mine.haha!!! X= but now my com more better le.black out anytime it likes .haha!!!!

saylee and gernette went off at around 1plus.waited for peiting and went out to buy lunch for her ah ma..bought a bottle of esprit again.haha X= super duper nice!!!~went back to peiting then.peiting using com this time,i fall asleep then.sleep for around half an hour i think.woke up by pei xuan.hais...very tire lohs but nvm.i woke up watch tv.[[=

receive msg and went home alone then..wasnt feelin very well so came home bath and start slackin...drank a bowl of soup as dinner and now i'm super full.

okay thats another borin day of mine!haha
btw HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO FAYYAD AND GRACE!!!last long yea [[=

2008-05-22T18:28:00.002+08:00

today wasnt a good day for me..went to sch in the end i was late.stand under the super hot scorhing sun until i perspire lik water tap...went up to hall for mock exam without gettin sip!!!wahahaha.it was due to the bus that i was late so a whole lot of us was spare from sip [[= thanks TEACHER!!

went up for mock exam then found out i didnt get my dictionary....run to mr toh's desk to find but i couldnt find it...so went lookin for mr toh and ask from him the dictionary [[= thanks for helpin me to keep the dictionary mr toh!!muahahaha [[=

went back to hall for mock exam again.found out i forget to bring chinese gao zi ]]= luckily huiqin lent me!!!thanks a lot huiqin [[= after that, isat down and starts to feel very uncomfortable ]]= feel giddy and nauseaous[duno spell correct anot.lol!] was feelin very very tired also.hais...so i spent the whole session doin only one letter writing... ]]=

i was real bored today as emmelline was not sittin beside me ]]= luckily got weiqi entertain me [[= thanks yea! went for recess at 11am today.feel lik eatin rice but after buyin dun feel lik eatin le..while buyin,the stall auntie still rmb me! [[=

a small conversation between us:
auntie_you last one to buy again?you eat very slow one ar
me_haha.nvm still got time.
auntie_haha..okay faster go eat then [[=

the auntie very cute yea.haha~yupp i bought the rice and a cup of soya bean..in the end i couldnt finish both.but at least the drink got peiting help me drink [[= hees~went back to hall and feelin real tired and stuffy...luckily only have to stay there for half an hour.went back to class to get our report book..i failed english again... ]]]= sometimes i really wonder how to passs english...hahaha.nvm i gonna ask someone to help me [[= those people who are good in english please help me yea!wahahah.

arranged the class and went to look for laogong.suddenly someone shouted my name...it was shu wen!!!hees~she wanted to go home with me!!! [[= i asked her to wait for me at foyer and i went to talk to laogong.he says he got fnn until 5...so he asked me to go home first ]]= went home with shu wen then.btw my class got 36 people goin for prom night!!!but sad that the other three didnt want to go ]]= shu wen must go wor if not xinyi and me will be very sad de ]]=

shuwen came to my house.we cooked maggie mee.really nice one!!!bought from shanghai.my sis very kuku go overseas buy maggie mee come back.....hahaha.ate maggie mee and watch tv with shu wen.we chatte a lot of stuff.long long long time no chat with her le [[= she rocks man!!! <333
after a while we ate chips with the baby my ah ma takin care of...couldnt finish the chips again...haha!!!i drank another bottle of esprit today!!!nice drink [[= after that,played psp with shu wen.we took turns ar.haha.she's quite good with the game while i super noob.hahaha!!!she went off awhile later and i went to bath...okay got to go walk my 7pm show le [[=

13 more days....i duno should be ]]= or [[= ar ....but no matter what i love you laogong!!!you rocks!muahahaha [[= we belong to one another for life <333>

2008-05-21T21:00:00.001+08:00

i'm so free again...LOL.okay let me tell you about today's schedule.wake up late today,i also dont know why.luckily my ah ma wake me up..hahaha thanks ah ma!!went to wait for bus at around 6.50am....in the end no bus...zZzzzZ.took taxi to sch with yan qian and reuben cause we are getting late.acked kaisheng to join us but he shy.haha!!!reached sch and assembly was goin to start soon then i realise that my chi dictionary still in class.peiting lahs!!!ask her help me get but she forgets.lol!!!run up to class then found out that i forget to take class key......]]= luckily alton came!!wahaha.he was lookin for class pass then in the end got to open the window and climb in to get the dictionary.alton is such a nice guy to help me climb into the class and get my dictionary!thanks ALTON!haha...bell rang then altona and i still slowly walk down to the parade square but we still in time ar [[= mock exam the whole day again...the weather was really hot so requested the teacher to shift the fan.haha.in the end i was chattin with emmelline,saylee and peiting.LOL.okay 4more days to 'O' level mother tongue....kind of stress le...hais...hopefully can get a good result at one goal then no need to retake le.hees~~ okay tts crap.ms low gave us a set of chinese paper to do but haven even finish then i'm bloggin le.hahaha..PEITING FINISHED LE!!!hahaha.okay i goin to do it after i finish my 9pm show.haha!!okay after sch today,watch the la vista performance.first performance was xinyi!!!the song is really nice!!!she played very well too [[= following i dun really rmb the sequence..got guitar's performance,saw kevin and ken they all playing...kevin played quite well and ken too.i also found out that ken knows how to sing [[= jiayou yea!!!last item was very very nice!!!haha.not only because is played by laogong also because the music very "high"..haha!!![[= laogong you rocks yea!!!muahahaha [[= after performance,compete running with matthias in the end kind of sprain my ankle but now perfectly fine le.just cannot strain too much [[= went for npcc after that.haha.joke around like no people's business as we have already PASSED OUT!!!but haven step down...sad ar ]]= after npcc training,went to have dinner with peiting and saylee.peiting ate chicken rice and saylee ate beehoon with fried fish!i ate rojak..haha.in the end still couldn't finish...luckily got peiting's and saylee's help...before that,we went to the cc and i bought a drink named espirit[duno how to spell ar...]peiting and saylee drank and both say it was nice [[= this drink was introduced to me by melissa!wahaha.after dinner,i went to bought another bottle again..haha~ went back to the busstop near our sch as it was nearer to peiting's house and also nearer to cc..saw laogong from a distance..then secretly went to hide.haha!!!went up the same bus as him but he didnt saw me until i sat down.hahaha!!!okay tt was stupid i know.but kind of fun[[= peiting also got excited!!haha.went home with laogong then [[= i love you very much laogong!!!! <33

Szeli is very happy today because she saw her laogong!!<333

2008-05-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

today after sch,isaac asked me whether wanna go home together..since i was alone so i agreed...in the end,he accompanied to pay the prom night payment then he said he wanted to eat lunch.lol!i told him i wanna go home so i went off without him.walked alone all the way until i saw emmelline,saylee,peiting and gernette...so went home with them.bought honey drink on the way with saylee and peiting.gernette bought mango and bubble tea.emmelline bought bubble tea also.went to the bus stop waited for bus.emmelline and gernette acc me to wait for 811 lik for around half an hour then emmelline and gernette went off themselves.luckily got jas and eric to acc me [[= we waited for 1hour plus for bus 811....in the end we reach the bus interchange,the bus driver says the bus got problem so we have to get down and wait for another bus....went home and bathed..the same thing,i rotted at home until i msg mel...she says she with eileen,shu yi and jingyi...they at woodlands library and asked me to join them..i was like.....library????haha i told them i dun feel lik goin le.wahahaha.in the end mel called me and say they comin to yishun library.so i joined them..went there and the girls were findin their books.i took one book and read..then i feel lik sleepin le.....hais...how to survive sia..]]= haha!!!okay that was like crap...after that went to find eileen's friends and played basketball.while walkin to find eileen's friends,saw a friend of mine.my friend's friend who is a girl kept lookin at us.the girls got angry then stared back....LOL..in the end the girls were like havin a starin competition while i'm laughin like no one's buisness....haha!!!!went to basketball court and saw jiahui!LOL.chatted with him then he very stupid again...haha!!!kuku him.mel says he's gettin more handsome and cute.LOL...went home around 7/8 plus...planned to meet jas but she was busy so went home....packed my bag and ate dinner cause laogong asked me to eat..[[= bathed then online....okay thats my life....boring yea.anyone wwant go out must tell me hoh!!wahahaha..btw anyone free this few days???lets go watch movie - what happen in las vegas and maid in honour- hahaha [i'm hinting you girls again!!!Wahahahaha]

never see laogong for 4days....i miss you ar!!!hope to see you soon....[[=
i love you yea!!!15 more DAYS !!!!i can't bear to leave you ar!!!!!!]]]=
you are my only one and you belong to me!!!muahahaha[sounds like a kuku witch.wahaha!!!]

2008-05-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

today went out with saylee,peiting,gernette,kai wen and joel moo...went to play pool...kinda bored at first than the boys psyco the girls to play...haha!!!the first to play was me and gernette...the game was lik a laughing session for saylee and peiting....i hitted one ball then the ball jumped to the other table.LOL.the other table people are very nice to pick up the ball for us.THANK YOU!hahaha.then the whole game between the girls' playin is like ball flying around[actually only mine...]and our stick keep flying then missed the ball so many times....the whole pool room is filled with our laughters....haha!!!while the other three girls are playin,me joel and kaiwen were admirin this particular pic.the person in the picture is name scorpion cues.the conversation between the three of us:
joel_you know the name of the guy in the pic?
szeli_dont know
joel_scorpion....
szeli_then my name must be cues...
joel went laughin while drinkin his drink then the whole mouth of his drink was bein puke out....kaiwen and me luaghed very loudly....haha!!!

went off at around 4plus to chongpang to have lunch but can be name as dinner also [[=
gernette went off first as she got to buy food for her mum.ate at the coffeshop that saylee says very nice one.we ordered stingray,oyster veg and hot plate tofu.haha!!!peiting and saylee both dun eat veg then i got to finish up myself....]]= in the end peiting was SO KIND enough to help me eat one piece of the veg......saylee is the best!she helped me ate 5 pieces or more of veg.haha!!!but in the end i still didnt finish the food...haha.accompanied peiting and saylee to buy tangyuan then they went home...went to play swing alone.msged mel to meet her.she run from her home to meet me thinking what's wrong with me...she saw me then started crying..i'm really sorry son to make you worry about me...i felt guilty than started to cry..haha!!!two kuku girls cryin.haha!!!chatted awhile then mel went to look fro eileen and suyi.i went home then...haha.the end of my day!wahaha~~~
okay below is a post for a friend of mine.i told you guys i wanna intro a nice friend of mine to you all.haha.his name is lawrence!saylee,not the one from canberra sec.[[= haha.don't worry about me le yea [[= go take care of your stead!!she's a super nice friend i ever knew like you also [[= you two will last for life!!!wahahaha...

2008-05-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

ytd sleep at around 2 plus i think.haha.i was sticking to my com non-stop cause my internet suddenly works perfectly.haha!!but a bit lag ar.hahah.woke up at 6 or 7 plus in the morning..in a sudden i felt afraid of facing the realistic world..i closed my eyes and my mind went blank until 10plus my sis asks me to wake up for breakfast.went to 256 to have breakfast.the coffeeshop there just finished renovated so went to try out the food there.my sis ate small wok noodles,my ah ma ate wanton noodles,my nephew ate char siew rice and i ate chicken slices with prawns porridge.while quenein up to buy ah ma's food,i saw josephine.she says she just went to gym....i was like @#%#$%!????josephine goes gym one ar???hahaha!!!just kiddin.haha.my porridge not bad ar but i ate 3mouths then i dun feel lik eatin le.i was flying with the food as my sis dun lik me to waste food so i jus act act eat...haha!!suddenly a suicide bomber fly into my porridge...[its a fly]then i use it as an excuse so that i dun have to eat.haha!!!then my sis asks wanna get something else to eat.i act blur...hahah!!!now is 3plus le...kinda of hungry but dun feel lik eatin and lazy to go buy.maybe later go eat dinner then can save money also.combine lunch with dinner!haha.sian my top-up card goin flat soon so gonna get a new one.but i wanna get lots of new tops too.so gonna saves lots of money or maybe go psyco my sis.haha!!!!one more week to 'O' level mother tongue....kinda of stress but duno what to study...haha!!got to start study during june holidays with saylee le.wahahaha!!!
jus now was kinda bored so went to look at all the neoprints and photos i took in the pas three years...its been a long time since i last take neoprints.haha!!!!!maybe gonna go take with saylee?peiting?jas?mel?haha...[I'm hinting you girls!!!!hahahaha!!!!]
feeling like crying when lookin at those photos..lookin at those innocent face and heart we used to have...all are gone le...lookin at those happy memories that each and everyone had built for me.i'm glad that i chose the right sch [[= i think 90% of my good memories are present because of all my good friends and sisters!!!the other 10% is by my family and one of my ex-stead.[you might hurted me but i thanked you for all the happy moments [[= ]

suddenly i thought of something saylee told me on saturday..."we were once like shattered pieces of a puzzle,but after the fruitful four years....we are one beautiful piece of puzzle" i wanna thank a few people here.haha!!! :

Firstly,i wanna thank Mr Toh Wee Teck!Npcc brought lots of memory for me.i promise i wont forget npcc for life [[= it turns me from a unknownly follower to someone who dares to lead and voice out [[= but about coming back to opss when i graduated must see how ar.haha!!!!no matter what i will remember you de!

Secondly,i wanna thank Mrs Vivian Chia!You were the one that pull me out of the bad memories...you gave me strength and support when i needed those the most[[= YOU ROCKS!!!!i will remember you for life !!!

Thirdly,i wanna thank Mrs Rupesh.She's really very fierce.haha.everytime catch my ear sticks...haha!!!but she's the one that makes me pass my english!!Thanks a lot for all your effort!

Fourthly,i wanna thank my group of best friends for life.they are:

ANG SAY LEE_hey monkey twinnie!!!thanks for bein there whenever i needed someone to listen to me [[= i'll never forget you and the sistership we built together!!!

CHIA PEI TING_ piggie!!!we might love to tease each other but we never mend it real.you're alway supporting me and helping me in times of troubles.thanks alot and i'll never forget you!

EMMELLINE LIM YEE XUAN_the pro white ghost!wahahaha.you are my entertainer and cheer up machine.thanks for entertainin me whenever i needed some entertainment.haha!!!you are my laughing source.only you are able to make me smile.i also duno why...maybe you look too funny le.haha!!!i'll never forget you too [[=

LEE SHU WEN_we been friends for 6 or 7 long years le [[= it seems short as time fly past so quickly...haha!!you're alway there for me and encouraging me to move on with my bloody life!!you turned my bloody world to a colourful and exciting life!!!i die die also wont forget you de!!!

GOH XIN YI_wahaha...my cute little daughter!!!we been mother and daughter for 3years plus le.it's a real sad thing to leave you after we graduted ]]= promise me we'll stay in contact yea???i'll never forget you NU ER!!!!

JUSTIN ANG JIA YONG_the kuku i knew during sec3.we been sitting near each other for the past 2years.its kinda unlucky but i appreciated it.haha!!!it has been a great time chatting with you and learning while teaching you maths.haha!!!i'll teach you chemistry soon ytea.i promise!hahaha!!!LAST LONG WITH FOO MEI HUI!!!

REUBEN TAN JUN XIONG_hey friend!it's my pleasure to know you and became good friends with you [[= our friendship wont fade yea???i wont forget you de ah beng!wahahaha..LAST LONG WITH MUMMY!

GERNETTE LOH HUI YI_the cow that converted to tiger!!!whahaha.most of my life i spent it with you cause you are alway the very free one.hahaha!!!!but it has been a gret time with you!!!!i'll never forget you my tiger laopo!!!!

JASLIN PANG LEE MUN_haha...i love you the most le!!!later eric jealous[sorry ar eric]hahaha..know you for quite a short period but i enjoyed every moment with you...very touched right??wahahaha!!!but no matter what ONG SZE LI will rmb you de!!!LAST LONG WITH ERIC TAN JUN HAO

MELISSA TAN SZE HEEM_hehehehehe....my most filial son ar!!!hahaha.thanks being there for me whenever i'm lonely and got nth to do and when i have no where to go...haha!!!you're remembered by ONG SZE LI!

HAZEL LEE LI HUI_zhumei!!!!!you're alway the one being there just to listen to me talk for duno hw long...haha.i wanna thanked you for everything!!!!ZHUYI IS JUS A CALL AWAY FROM YOU FOR LIFE!dun forget me yea [[=

RIDZWAN_you knew me the best...you knew actually what's goin into my mind.i duno why.mayb you know magic???haha!!!!thanks for all the happy memories and encouraging words i needed.you are really a good listener!!!LAST LONG WITH HER!!!!

ALTON LIM JUN YU_the joker i knew from sec one!!!thanks for cheering me up whenever i'm down!!!you ROCKS!!!!wahahaha.you'll find ur princess very soon yea!!!i wont forget you and your craps de!!!!wahahaha!!!

SOH SIN YEE_maoless!!!!!thanks for sending me home whenever i'm sick...thanks for everything that you had done to make me change my way of thinking towards life.rmb the card you made specially for me???i'll never throw it away and i'll treat it lik gem yea!haha.I LOVE YOU AND I WONT FORGET YOU FOR LIFE DE!!!!!

JOSIE LIM_laogong!!!you're alway there to protect me and whenever i request you to do something,you'll never reject me[[= dont worry so much yea.i promise i wun forget you de!!!i will be back to celebrate your birthday every year!!!anything jus contact me yea!!you ROCKS FOR LIFE!!!!ONG SZE LI HAD REMEMBERED YOU IN HER HEART FOR LIFE!

Next,i wanna thank someone that is very special to me:
MICHAEL BOON LI TAT_laogong,sometime i really dont know what you're thinking.but no matter what,thanks for your care and concern [[= with you around,i'm alway being treated like a princess...i wont forget you de[[= i think your darling needs you more than i do...i also duno why... ]]]]= but no matter what,I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE and my ADDICTION FOR YOU grew each and every day!we'll be together for life yea???

still have a lot of people to thank but lazy ar...haha!!!!i wanna be part of the puzzle in each and every one of my friends' and beloved ones' memories!!!
I Present To All My Friends This Song With Gratitude ~

Here I Am by Paul Twohill:

I’m waiting at the door like so many times before
This time, I’ll make it right
I know I need to be a different kind of me
This time, I just might
Have a little strength to show you
The reason why I’m here tonight
Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I’m standing
Standing close to you
I woke up in a dream. There’s someone in between
This time, I got it right
They are still in front of you
Then I realised that my wish had just come through
This time I want my fight
This feeling may not last forever
So now I’ll brace this magic now
Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I’m standing
Standing close to you
I doubted my emotions. I can pull this off and make it all away
But now I know I am stronger. And I’ve finally feel that I am here to stay
Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I am standing
Standing close to you

2008-05-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

today went to naval base secondary school for npcc area2 pasing out parade.it was quite a success and after the parade,we threw our barret and gernette accidentally stepped on mine!!!hahaha.in the end we keepin throwing peiting's SI barret until one sir came and tell us to stop.haha!after parade,we went to watch the sec one games day.although opss didnt win but it was a great opportunity for them to learn about team work [[=
after the whole thing we went back to sch.went to peiting's house with saylee and matthias to wait for peiting to bath.after that we went to chongpang to have lunch at pizzahut..matthias ate two large pieces of pizza and 6pieces of drumlets and he says he still can have another packet of nasi lemak/ chicken rice [i forgt which one]....he has a big appetite.haha!!
after that we went home and peiting came to my house to wait for me to finish bathing...haha.after i bathed we went to northpoint to get some things for someone.haha.then went to peiting's house again.we decided to play badminton suddenly.haha.called saylee along but she lazy to come out.so we played among the two of us.later we called kaiwen,gernette and huaizhi.kaiwen appeared!gernette jus finished visiting her grandfather.huaizhi was sleepin...haha!!!kaiwen didnt know how to play badminton.so peiting and i taught him.haha!!!we were lik.i dont know how to describe ar..haha!!!while kaiwen and peiting were playing...jiahui called me.haha..my friend since primary one or two.he's a very nice guy [[= today at naval base while i was emo-in behind the hall there,he came to entertain me [[= haha.he keep sayin i very bad cause he's my bro than keep askin me to be his stead.then i told him to go find his primary sch stead.my good friend.haha!then we start to chat about our maturity and mentality.he's still so immature and kuku!!haha.i still owe him a date..sian...he says he wants to go bukit panjang...itslik so.......................FAR!!!!haha.okay i told him i contact him again but i doubt so due to incompetency of my brain...haha.after chattin on the phone with jiahui,continued playin badminton with kaiwen due to the pig cannot tahan le.haha!!!kaiwen's skill improved very fast.haha.around 9plus i went off cause very tired...haha.peiting accompanied me to wait for bus and saw yongjun while waitin for the bus.i was lik so happy cause got ppl acc me take bus home as we stop at the same stop.haha!!!reached home at about 10.
ah ma saw me and said : you bear to come home already ar???your sis bought pepper crabs for you.faster go eat.i head the word crabs...i rushed to the kitchen at once and starts to have my dinner or supper i think.haha!!!but what i hate about eating crabs is that i alway got poke by the crabs the sharp sharp thing.i forgt the name.i think is pincher??haha.i got no ideas to be honest.haha!after dinner i went to bath again cause of my sweaty smelly body.haha!!!
finished bathing and went around lookin at people's blog.saw two particular blogs that i had two different kind of feeling and thinking...

A story i read while looking through some short internet stories :
she dont know whether he love she or her...she felt that he treats her like a gem but treats she like a dirt...she felt so helpless until she talked to him...him console she and makes she felt better....he is alway not there when she needed he....she even suspects that he was with her whenever her needed he.him on the other side tried to help he but she just chooses to not believe...she's the most f___ stupid woman in the whole wide world while her is the most cunning person in the whole wide world...
CONCLUSION --- JEALOUSITY KILLS.........

SHE'S THE DIRT WHILE HER'S THE GEM........TO BE TRUE,NTH HURTS SHE NOW CAUSE SHE'S NUMBED BY SHE'S FEELING OF ______ & ________